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ava's blog 2 days ago

[photo dump] recent few weeks

Another photo dump is due. I saw a funny and unconventional ring online and I had to have it. Sorry, I love it so much. I already lost the white paper in it because it is just glued on, but I like it even more without it. Moving on to food... My wife made sushi. She also made matcha strawberry cookies: We're also on a bread baking journey because bread prices are ridiculous now. Our first few attempts were a fail, but now we have some awesome breads and it keeps getting better and better. One time, our sourdough starter escaped containment: It was also Valentine's day and the anniversary of my wife and I. Some chocolates, chocolate pancakes in bed, and flowers. We also played some Commander in the LGS. And I tidied up my wardrobe, and accidentally melted a container top on the toaster: Reply via email Published 27 Feb, 2026

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Justin Duke 6 days ago

What Happened Was

Two of my absolute favorite films of all time, albeit for very different reasons, are My Dinner with Andre and Before Sunrise . Both of these films, which I highly encourage you to watch more than anything else I talk about if you haven't already done so, are about the enchantment and sucker of one single really interesting conversation. The two films diverge pretty heavily from there. My Dinner with Andre is a film about work, fulfillment, and status. And Before Sunrise is a film about youth in love. But the beauty in both comes from not just their simplicity and formless structure, but in the recursive nature of the dialogue, just like in real life, where a pregnant pause or a sidelong glance suddenly carries with it enormous weight after understanding not just the comment but the 75 minutes preceding it. What Happened Was is interested in that last thing too. And in the unraveling of yourself that happens when you spend time being intimate in a literal sense with anyone. But is more interested in a funhouse mirror look at the human psyche. And has perhaps more cynical and caustic things to say about the way people express themselves through others. Our dual protagonists are a paralegal and an executive assistant. Both seem a little off, but not wholly so. And then, over the course of the worst first date in the world, we watch the characters reduce themselves to mania. This is an uncomfortable film to watch. Rather than transposing yourself into Andre and his counterpart, or Jesse and his counterparty, you find yourself just kind of internally screaming on behalf of both characters who have a Lynchian sense of bizarre behavior. In terms of inspiration, this draws more from Waiting for Godot than Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf. The dread you feel is less from a place of sadness and understanding and more from a sense of shock and increasing bewilderment. And to that extent, it flatly did not work for me quite as much as I hoped. But as in all two-part plays, the film ends with two monologues, one from each character, where they lay bare the things that at that point are almost nakedly obvious to us, the viewer. And while I can't say either monologue or scene was particularly well written, I will say that both of them will stick with me for a long, long time. (I'm not sure the preceding seventy minutes earned those monologues, but that's a point beside.)

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ava's blog 1 weeks ago

[event] my bearblog creations

As part of the Grizzly Gazette event , I thought I'd made some buttons, a forum signature, and a little joke graphic. Feel free to use. Reply via email Published 17 Feb, 2026

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fLaMEd fury 2 weeks ago

Carl Cox On Waiheke

What’s going on, Internet? Ferry ride over, no kids. Bus to Onetangi. Alibi for a late lunch. Picanha steak with seasonal vegetables. Unfortunately, they had some type of beer shortage, so their usual selection was limited to four tap beers. I enjoyed the Ruru Hazy, even though it was a hazy. Hopefully, they have the full range available next time I’m there. The gig was a minute walk up the road at the Wild Estate . I was wondering how they would do the setup, and once I saw the fences and tents set up on the front lawns, it made sense. We got through check-in sweet as. The drinks were supplied by Pals. We grabbed a drink, my wife a Purple Pals and a Frankie’s Cola for myself. We took a short walk around the venue to get a lay of the land and found a table to sit down at. There was one person there enjoying a pizza. We said hello and sat down. Shortly after, a couple approached and asked if the seats were free. Of course, come sit down. Let’s chat. Want another drink? Sure, let’s go. Friends were made. Another couple, two friends, sat down in the remaining seats. Hi, how are you? More friends. Time to dance. We met up on the dance floor. A group of new friends dancing amongst the crowd to Nichole Moudaber before Carl Cox came on. Both sets were amazing and just what I wanted to hear on a Saturday afternoon. It’s pretty cool that Carl can play something like Awakenings Festival to hundreds of thousands of people, and then a month later play a small venue on Waiheke to a crowd of a thousand. The gig started at 3pm and went until 9pm. Perfect timing for us. We decided to skip staying to the end of Carl’s set and grabbed the 8:11pm bus back to the ferry terminal. I think we made the right call, as the next boat back to the city was at 9:30pm. Sure, we had to wait at the ferry terminal, but we were at the front of the line and got a seat right away as the boat turned up. There were hundreds of people left waiting at the terminal for the next boat. We managed to get home and into bed by 11pm. Perfect timing for a good enough sleep before kids’ activities in the morning. ← Previous 1 / 4 Next → Close ← Previous 2 / 4 Next → Close ← Previous 3 / 4 Next → Close ← Previous 4 / 4 Next → I miss nights out like these. Hey, thanks for reading this post in your feed reader! Want to chat? Reply by email or add me on XMPP , or send a webmention . Check out the posts archive on the website.

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Manuel Moreale 2 weeks ago

A random list of silly things I hate

«Not sure if this can turn into a blogger's challenge» , he said. Well, we can certainly try: Thank you for keeping RSS alive. You're awesome. Email me :: Sign my guestbook :: Support for 1$/month :: See my generous supporters :: Subscribe to People and Blogs Blogs that don’t have a contact email. The smell of cauliflowers when they’re cooking. Drivers who do not respect safety distances. Loud people in public places. Loud people in general. All the bros: crypto-bros, ai-bros, gym-bros. When you go buy something online, and only your size is sold out. People with no spatial awareness at the supermarket. Green shield bugs .

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fLaMEd fury 2 weeks ago

Robin Hood (2025)

What’s going on, Internet? Haven’t done these in a while so here we go. I just finished up watching all ten episodes of Robin Hood (2025) . It probably isn’t a great television show but it was entertaining enough to watch across four evenings. I did find Robb a bit whingey at first, but I enjoyed how quickly he went from reluctant to ruthless. Tuck the monk was a great addition to the crew, I liked his wrestling with his faith and where he drew the line, but ultimately came back around. Little John was a weird one though, where he was literally hunting Robb, bested him and the millers, and then immediately joined the cause after a vision. That felt a bit rushed. The Earl of Huntingdon was an absolute munter though. Easy to dislike, which I suppose is the point. It’s always good to see Sean Bean in a show, he had such an impact on Game of Thrones in only a single season, but his portrayal of the Sheriff of Nottingham wasn’t as impactful. And Priscilla, his daughter, no idea what was going on there, lol. The show has me thinking about a Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves rewatch, a favourite when I was younger - maybe because of that banger Bryan Adams song on the soundtrack. The stories are similar but different enough to get me interested. I find the time period and story of Robin Hood interesting and the show has me keen to dive into some history of the Norman conquests - if you have any recs, let me know. Hey, thanks for reading this post in your feed reader! Want to chat? Reply by email or add me on XMPP , or send a webmention . Check out the posts archive on the website.

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Ankur Sethi 3 weeks ago

The only correct recipe for making chai

All my friends have their own personal recipes for making chai. I love my friends, so it hurts me to say that they’re wrong. My friends are, unfortunately, wrong about chai. I’m still coming to terms with this upsetting fact, but I’ll live. What follows is the only correct recipe for making chai. The only correct choice of tea leaves is Tata Tea Gold. Keep it in an airtight jar. Shake it up a bit so there’s an even mix of smaller grains and whole tea leaves. The smaller grains make for a stronger chai and they tend to settle at the bottom, so take that into account when measuring. You need full-cream milk for this recipe. Amul Gold is a good choice. I buy the tetrapacks because they survive in the fridge for longer, but the plastic bags work as well. According to the pack, Amul Gold has 6% fat. If you can’t find Amul Gold, try to find an equivalent milk. For a basic chai, you only need tea leaves, water, sugar, and milk. But we don’t want to make a basic chai, do we? No. So we’re going to add some elaichi (green cardamom) and saunf (fennel). Try to find fresh spices, if you can. I don’t have recommendations for specific brands here because most of them are fine. I learned the hard way that you get two kinds of saunf in the supermarket: green and brown. Green saunf tastes sweet and fresh, almost like a dessert. The brown saunf has a stronger flavor but is also bitter. We want the green saunf. Sometimes you find old elaichi at the store that’s gone a bit brown. Don’t buy that. Your elaichi should be green in color, just like the saunf. This recipe makes three cups of chai. Why three? Because that’s how much chai I drink every day. You can adjust this recipe to make more or fewer cups, as long as you keep all the ratios the same. Dig out your mortar and pestle from the drawer it has been languishing in. Add six pods of elaichi—two for each cup. Add half a tablespoon of saunf. You can use a bit more of both these spices if you want a more flavorful chai. Grind the spices into a semi-powdery mix. You don’t have to turn it into a fine powder, just grind them enough so that the flavors come through. Put two cups of water in a saucepan and add the spice mix. Put it on a high flame until boiling. When the water is boiling, reduce the flame to medium. Add three dessert spoons full of tea leaves to the boiling water. A dessert spoon is slightly smaller than a tablespoon. If all you have is a tablespoon, try about 3/4 tablespoons of tea leaves for each cup. Then add the same amount of sugar. You can adjust the amount of sugar based on how sweet you want your chai, but if you don’t add enough sugar the flavors won’t come through. Allow the mixture to boil on the stove for about 3-4 minutes. Then add a cup of milk. At this stage you should add a tiny bit of extra milk to account for the water evaporating, otherwise you won’t have three full cups of chai. About 1/5 of a cup should be enough, but I’ve been known to add a bit more to make the chai richer. Stir the mixture a bit to ensure everything is properly mixed together, then allow it to sit on the stove until the milk boils over. This next step is crucial. It will make or break your chai. I swear it’s not superstition. When the milk boils over, turn the stove to simmer. Allow it to settle back down into the pan. Then turn it up to medium heat again until it boils over once more. Repeat one more time. The milk should boil over and settle down three times total. Your chai is ready! Use a strainer to strain it into cups and enjoy. Should you eat a Parle-G with your chai? Maybe a Rusk? I have strong opinions on this matter but I’m running out of time, so I’ll leave that decision up to you.

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ava's blog 3 weeks ago

videos/channels i enjoyed lately

Feeling like sharing some of my recent finds. I've been checking up on Mochii's channel for quite a while now. She always inspires me to stay weird, silly and creative, and reminds me that you are still cherished and admired when you are different. I feel pushed to finally get deeper into my personal style :) The stuff she's saying might not be novel or can be a little bit naive due to age or lack of experiences, but I still enjoy watching it and thinking of my own reasons or thoughts. Her videos feel like early YouTube and very earnest and non-performative. Recent videos I loved were: The magic of reconnecting with your inner child , The purpose of the Muse in society , and Your lack of emotional boundaries is making you fear intimacy . The Muse video came at a good time, since I had recently scheduled an upcoming 'small thoughts' post that kinda deals with you clashing with the mental image others have of you in your head, specifically about kindness. You'll see. I came across abracadeborah's channel two days ago and have been binging it. I love these sorts of art channels and at events that have them, I am glued to the artist alley, spending a lot of money on stickers Part 1 , Part 2 , and Part 3 . I didn't seek this out, but once I saw one video, I wanted to know more. It has weirdly inspired me to try and make a brand kit some time, mainly for my other more professional website I haven't linked here, but maybe also for my matcha blog. I could also do one for fun for this blog, as a practice and intention. Don't worry, none of this blog is getting used as a portfolio or monetized 1 ; I just like the creative aspect of being intentional about color palettes being used and how, you know? This blog started so casually and with tweaks here and there over the years, it's interesting to me to sit down and see what has stayed and became a staple - like my heart scribble underneath the title. I have always winged everything about its design, lots of it was on a whim or randomly picking a color until it "looked right", but I wanna see if I can retrospectively see some rules and trends in the way I design things. I've been happy to see that D'Angelo is back. I was scared I wouldn't like his new format, but I've been liking it even more than his old stuff. I love how unapologetic he is about things and the nuance he brings to the discussion. It takes a lot nowadays to not letting the masses push you into very specific categories of opinion, especially in his position where thousands of people can yell at him in the comments. It's refreshing to see someone with clear boundaries, a clear view and approach to things that is not dancing around viewer/algorithm approval in the commentary space. It's been pointed out by many lately, but it can feel like all commentary YouTubers release the same video at the same time with the same opinions, and even when I disagree with D'Angelo sometimes, it's never sensationalized, never presented as the only truth, and it's well-reasoned. It feels calm and like a conversation in real life where all parties assume the best intent. It's an upgrade compared to his old content, especially after what happened to him before the break, when he tried his best to please a very difficult small part of his viewership that were unreasonable in their expectations. If a lot of eyes in a given space are directed at you, there's this pressure to accommodate everyone, bow to all demands, and be very neutral, very nice, forgiving and open to anything. The new D'Angelo reminds me that you don't have to do that. He has a bit of a spat going on with Caleb Hammer (an extremely toxic and disgusting person) at the moment, and at the end of one of the videos, he reacted (around 32:10) to Caleb backtracking his mean stuff and wanting to collaborate and directly talk with D'Angelo. And D'Angelo openly says that he doesn't wanna talk, and he accepts how that can be spun into him being seen as intolerant, and that he doesn't care and meant everything he said. Kudos to that. You cannot let people's (at times absurd) reactions dictate what you say or stand for. I've been following Madisyn Brown for a while as well, and she has also shifted her content and approach lately. I'm glad she "graduated" from the commentary videos she did before. She seems happier, glowier, and I appreciate witnessing others pursuing their passions unironically, unashamedly and forcefully. I loved Stop waiting for life to give you permission because it comes at such a fitting time for me; trying to bruteforce all the doors open for me. Volunteering more, finishing my degree faster, doing extra work at work and networking with people and annoying leadership to get stuff done that I want to see 2 . :) Madisyn is very laser-focused on her music career and candid about everything she needs to do for it. What was especially healing to hear is the aspect of owning what you want to be, being upfront about it and not being afraid to call yourself what you are and want to be. There's this hesitancy for people to finally embrace a label - at what point can you call yourself a writer, an artist, a singer, a songwriter, a poet, a blogger, a privacy professional? We set up milestones for that that seem arbitrary at times and sometimes move the goalposts until we are finally a "real" (label). But you can't be afraid to step onto the scene and to introduce yourself like that. It helps tremendously to wake up in the morning and pretend you already are the person you want to be - privately, professionally, whatever. If you put in the work, you are that. You can't wait until a specific moment or until someone else calls you that or a permission slip to start doing that for yourself. Reply via email Published 06 Feb, 2026 I actually have a scheduled post that will go up in a while about how bothersome I find it that lots of the internet has to be monetized or be someone's portfolio or SaaS attempt. While writing it, I wondered: Am I a hypocrite, am I doing this here too? After all, I write more about data protection, a career I am working towards and already partially engage in, and I plan to host some DPO interviews. But I have no plans to ever link this blog in a CV, or to my professional presence, or put it on a business card. I try to act in a way that if an employer ever found this, it wouldn't harm them or me, but I would not intentionally make it known to them. An exception would be if they found me through my blog and wanted to hire me, I guess, but that is slim :) If you are personally passionate about a field, I guess it is bound to mix private and professional; but on here, I can talk about it way more casually and I try to break concepts down to laypeople, especially things that touch them (usually around social media and similar). Professionally, I'd love to work with health data, AI compliance, and potentially work in research, NGOs and government bodies. This blog is about engaging with the field as a hobby, which is different to what I would like to do with it as a job. ↩ More about that in my path to data protection post (very long). ↩ I've been checking up on Mochii's channel for quite a while now. She always inspires me to stay weird, silly and creative, and reminds me that you are still cherished and admired when you are different. I feel pushed to finally get deeper into my personal style :) The stuff she's saying might not be novel or can be a little bit naive due to age or lack of experiences, but I still enjoy watching it and thinking of my own reasons or thoughts. Her videos feel like early YouTube and very earnest and non-performative. Recent videos I loved were: The magic of reconnecting with your inner child , The purpose of the Muse in society , and Your lack of emotional boundaries is making you fear intimacy . The Muse video came at a good time, since I had recently scheduled an upcoming 'small thoughts' post that kinda deals with you clashing with the mental image others have of you in your head, specifically about kindness. You'll see. I came across abracadeborah's channel two days ago and have been binging it. I love these sorts of art channels and at events that have them, I am glued to the artist alley, spending a lot of money on stickers Part 1 , Part 2 , and Part 3 . I didn't seek this out, but once I saw one video, I wanted to know more. It has weirdly inspired me to try and make a brand kit some time, mainly for my other more professional website I haven't linked here, but maybe also for my matcha blog. I could also do one for fun for this blog, as a practice and intention. Don't worry, none of this blog is getting used as a portfolio or monetized 1 ; I just like the creative aspect of being intentional about color palettes being used and how, you know? This blog started so casually and with tweaks here and there over the years, it's interesting to me to sit down and see what has stayed and became a staple - like my heart scribble underneath the title. I have always winged everything about its design, lots of it was on a whim or randomly picking a color until it "looked right", but I wanna see if I can retrospectively see some rules and trends in the way I design things. I've been happy to see that D'Angelo is back. I was scared I wouldn't like his new format, but I've been liking it even more than his old stuff. I love how unapologetic he is about things and the nuance he brings to the discussion. It takes a lot nowadays to not letting the masses push you into very specific categories of opinion, especially in his position where thousands of people can yell at him in the comments. It's refreshing to see someone with clear boundaries, a clear view and approach to things that is not dancing around viewer/algorithm approval in the commentary space. It's been pointed out by many lately, but it can feel like all commentary YouTubers release the same video at the same time with the same opinions, and even when I disagree with D'Angelo sometimes, it's never sensationalized, never presented as the only truth, and it's well-reasoned. It feels calm and like a conversation in real life where all parties assume the best intent. It's an upgrade compared to his old content, especially after what happened to him before the break, when he tried his best to please a very difficult small part of his viewership that were unreasonable in their expectations. If a lot of eyes in a given space are directed at you, there's this pressure to accommodate everyone, bow to all demands, and be very neutral, very nice, forgiving and open to anything. The new D'Angelo reminds me that you don't have to do that. He has a bit of a spat going on with Caleb Hammer (an extremely toxic and disgusting person) at the moment, and at the end of one of the videos, he reacted (around 32:10) to Caleb backtracking his mean stuff and wanting to collaborate and directly talk with D'Angelo. And D'Angelo openly says that he doesn't wanna talk, and he accepts how that can be spun into him being seen as intolerant, and that he doesn't care and meant everything he said. Kudos to that. You cannot let people's (at times absurd) reactions dictate what you say or stand for. I've been following Madisyn Brown for a while as well, and she has also shifted her content and approach lately. I'm glad she "graduated" from the commentary videos she did before. She seems happier, glowier, and I appreciate witnessing others pursuing their passions unironically, unashamedly and forcefully. I loved Stop waiting for life to give you permission because it comes at such a fitting time for me; trying to bruteforce all the doors open for me. Volunteering more, finishing my degree faster, doing extra work at work and networking with people and annoying leadership to get stuff done that I want to see 2 . :) Madisyn is very laser-focused on her music career and candid about everything she needs to do for it. What was especially healing to hear is the aspect of owning what you want to be, being upfront about it and not being afraid to call yourself what you are and want to be. There's this hesitancy for people to finally embrace a label - at what point can you call yourself a writer, an artist, a singer, a songwriter, a poet, a blogger, a privacy professional? We set up milestones for that that seem arbitrary at times and sometimes move the goalposts until we are finally a "real" (label). But you can't be afraid to step onto the scene and to introduce yourself like that. It helps tremendously to wake up in the morning and pretend you already are the person you want to be - privately, professionally, whatever. If you put in the work, you are that. You can't wait until a specific moment or until someone else calls you that or a permission slip to start doing that for yourself. Mikki C is an older trans woman sharing her journey around recently coming out and starting hormones. There's a lot said about the challenges around employment and family - she was fired for coming out, and her ex-wife is scared for how it will affect their daughter. But there are good moments too, like finding new work, finding support in the local theater club, and first changes in presentation. I am kind of invested in following the journey now :) I actually have a scheduled post that will go up in a while about how bothersome I find it that lots of the internet has to be monetized or be someone's portfolio or SaaS attempt. While writing it, I wondered: Am I a hypocrite, am I doing this here too? After all, I write more about data protection, a career I am working towards and already partially engage in, and I plan to host some DPO interviews. But I have no plans to ever link this blog in a CV, or to my professional presence, or put it on a business card. I try to act in a way that if an employer ever found this, it wouldn't harm them or me, but I would not intentionally make it known to them. An exception would be if they found me through my blog and wanted to hire me, I guess, but that is slim :) If you are personally passionate about a field, I guess it is bound to mix private and professional; but on here, I can talk about it way more casually and I try to break concepts down to laypeople, especially things that touch them (usually around social media and similar). Professionally, I'd love to work with health data, AI compliance, and potentially work in research, NGOs and government bodies. This blog is about engaging with the field as a hobby, which is different to what I would like to do with it as a job. ↩ More about that in my path to data protection post (very long). ↩

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Rik Huijzer 3 weeks ago

Picture of Epstein Eating Cake

A picture of Jeffrey Epstein eating a cake with what seems to be the Talmud visible behind him. Seems to have been released a few weeks ago. Source. ![Epstein eating cake with Talmud behind him](/files/3e1189458d2a9f51)

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ava's blog 1 months ago

your free time is for you :~)

You have to learn when a hobby or interest is truly detrimental or if it has just been demonized by the productivity cult. Sometimes people lament that all day they spend time on things they enjoy, but somehow it’s… bad? I understand that you have to rip yourself away from some enjoyable things for other responsibilities (work, studying, household…), and that some things you crave can leave you feeling worse off and as if it was a waste of time after (…scrolling feeds?), but otherwise: Yes, getting continually sucked into your hobbies and interests is life. Why wouldn’t you, if you really like them? It’s normal. It’s good for you even! Some of the complaining sounds like “Oh no, I’m such an undisciplined feral beast for enjoying my interests for hours!” What else is life for if not that? So much comfort, all kinds of media and hobbies to choose from, so many tutorials on how to learn them, and you want to be a robot who is not beholden to the enjoyment of it all, unfazed by the flow state, but will check off an acceptable time allotment of it each day, and not a minute more. It’s like you dispense it like a medicine, in a carefully calibrated dose, just enough to keep you going mentally, but not enough so as to seem lazy or too invested in things deemed silly or unproductive. Why is it admirable to binge a fiction book series but not a TV show? Give yourself some grace. If you don’t get to rest and enjoy the fruits of your labor, life will pass you by. None of us will be on the deathbed going “I wish I had played Stardew Valley for a little less.” But we might regret that we spent so much time on the serious and competitive, and streamlining life so much that it doesn’t allow for random pockets of joy, or becoming really good at something that decidedly isn’t our career. The hours outside of work were not given freely, but were won through historical struggle by unions and others. Make some use of it! Reply via email Published 29 Jan, 2026

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Ruslan Osipov 1 months ago

Japan’s etiquette is weird

We went to Japan last month, and I’ve finally found the time to put together my notes. I’ve been meaning to write this for a while - my scribbles have been sitting in a text file, judging me. We spent time in Ho Chi Minh (or Saigon if you’re old) before heading to Tokyo, and the contrast was so striking that I can’t stop thinking about it. Both incredible places, both completely different in ways I find genuinely fascinating - and completely hilarious. Japanese people love to queue. I say this with admiration - it’s a cultural commitment I find both impressive and, in its most intense forms, comedy gold. Food? Queue. Taking a train? Queue. Elevator? Believe it or not, queue. I’m half convinced there’s a queue somewhere just for the privilege of standing in another queue. And oh, the “close door” button on elevators. I witnessed something beautiful in Tokyo: the unmistakable rapid-fire mashing of that button the moment someone steps inside, even when - especially when - they can clearly see me approaching. It’s not malicious. I don’t think it’s even personal. It’s just… commitment to efficiency, extending all the way down to shaving those precious three seconds off the elevator door’s natural rhythm. Dude. I can see you. I’m right here. Just look at the wear pattern on these elevator butons: That’s what most elevators looked like. The subway has a similar choreography. People pushing past you with practiced, almost apologetic urgency. Same with the konbini - if you’re in someone’s path to the onigiri section, you will be navigated around like a minor obstacle in an otherwise frictionless system. It’s nothing personal, you’re just in the way of the system. Here’s what really struck me about Tokyo: you can go an entire day without having a meaningful interaction with another person. And I don’t mean that in a sad, lonely way - I mean it as a genuine observation about how thoughtfully everything is designed. Restaurants have ticket machines where you order and pay before sitting down. Your food arrives. You eat. You leave. No one needs to talk to you. No one wants to talk to you - and that’s not rudeness, it’s infrastructure. The system handles everything. The mother’s rooms were cleaner than our own house (and I mean that literally - I looked around one of those nursing rooms and felt personally called out by my own bathroom at home). Everything has a place, a purpose, a queue. It’s impressive. It’s hyper-functional. And after coming from Vietnam, the contrast was jarring. In Vietnam, you cannot avoid interacting with people. It’s physically impossible. Every transaction feels impromptu, like you’re the first customer they’ve ever had and everyone’s figuring it out together in real-time. Paying a bill at a restaurant? That might involve three people, a calculator that may or may not work, and a vague sense that the total is more of a collaborative suggestion than an established fact. “How much?” “Uh… let me ask my cousin.” This is not a criticism - it’s delightful. There’s a warmth to that chaos. Service in Japan is polished to perfection, almost rehearsed - which makes sense, given the cultural emphasis on hospitality. In Vietnam, it felt more like someone’s aunt decided to help out at the family restaurant. Less professional, maybe, but somehow warmer? The friendliness wasn’t performance, it was just… how things were. Traveling with an infant is exhausting in ways I couldn’t have predicted, but it’s also like carrying around a small social barometer. You get to see how different cultures engage with kids, and the contrast between Tokyo and Ho Chi Minh was striking. In Ho Chi Minh, my daughter was a celebrity. Everyone wanted to hold her, talk to her, feed her something we probably shouldn’t let her eat. The warmth was overwhelming - chaotic, often not always hygienic, but deeply human. Strangers cooing at her, shopkeepers waving, someone’s grandmother stopping us to admire the baby. Human connection wasn’t optional - it was woven into the fabric of every interaction. Tokyo was different. Not cold, exactly. Just… distant. People are exceptionally polite, but there’s a respectful bubble around families. No one’s stopping you on the street to admire your baby. Which is fine! Privacy is a gift, especially when you’re tired. But it’s noticeable when you’ve just come from a place where your kiddo was treated like a visiting dignitary. In Japan, you can live in a world of seamless, frictionless interactions. Machines handle payments, apps handle navigation, and the physical infrastructure is designed to minimize the need for human contact. It’s efficient, clean, and just really cool. In Vietnam, the infrastructure almost forces you to connect. Nothing is fully automated. Everything requires negotiation, conversation, a smile and a nod - it’s messy. It’s inefficient by lack of design. And it’s incredibly human. I’m not saying one is better than the other - that’s too simple, and frankly, kind of reductive. But I do find myself wondering what we optimize away when we make things frictionless. What do we gain, and what do we lose? Japan’s systems are a marvel, but they also create a world where you can be surrounded by millions of people and have a difficult time connecting with them. Vietnam’s chaos forces connection, for better or worse. Or maybe I’m taking huge leaps in judgement based on a few weeks in countries where I didn’t speak the language and barely knew anyone. It was a good trip. We had a great time, even if traveling with an infant is a whole thing. We’ve been unable to do many fine dining establishments because of the kiddo, and honestly? We felt much more comfortable and relaxed eating at a regional equivalent of Denny’s. It’s nice not to feel too bad when your baby starts happily throwing food around. Maybe next time we bring parents along. Outsourcing some of the infant-wrangling sounds appealing.

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Brain Baking 1 months ago

Keiji Yamagishi's Retro-Active Was Last Year's Most Played Album

Fans of retro games will no doubt recognise the name: the Japanese video game composer and programmer Keiji Yamagishi is famous four his work on Ninja Gaiden and many other great (S)NES soundtracks during from tenure at Tecmo. Yamagishi-san moved on to produce his own chiptune music together with Brave Wave Productions when the gaming industry moved on from composing music in only eight bits. His 2015 solo debut duo album, Retro-Active Pt. 1 and Retro-Active Pt. 2 has been on the daily playlist ever since I bought it. I’m a sucker for 8-bit chiptunes neatfully mixed together with contemporary beats, which is exactly what you’ll be paying for here. The first track on the first part, aptfully called First Contact , is enough to give you a taste of what you’ll be in for: It doesn’t stop there: Yamagishi-san collaborated with multiple other big hitters from the (retro) video game music world, such as Manami Matsumae (Mega Man, Trip World, Derby Stallion, …) and Ryuichi Nitta, his trusty co-composer who also worked on Ninja Gaiden. It’s best to let the music do the talking here. If the first track from Pt. 1 hasn’t convinced you, perhaps the first track from Pt. 2 , Thought Police , will: I also love the album cover art. If you simply can’t get enough, there’s a remixed version Brave Wave also put out that I have yet to discover. As always, both albums are available at Bandcamp. It looks like Keiji Yamagishi released a third related album in 2019 called The Retro-Active Experience which is a compilation of the first two and a few remixes. That’ll be my reward for writing this and searching for the accompanied links. A quote from a random review left behind on Bandcamp: “Yamagishi is a living legend.” – CHIPTUNES WIN, Glenntai Happy Saturday! Related topics: / music / By Wouter Groeneveld on 24 January 2026.  Reply via email .

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Stratechery 1 months ago

An Interview with Netflix co-CEO Greg Peters About Engagement and Warner Bros.

Listen to this post: Good morning, This week’s Stratechery Interview is with Netflix co-CEO Greg Peters . Peters became co-CEO of Netflix in 2023, and was previously Chief Operating Officer and Chief Product Officer. I interviewed Peters in January 2024 . Netflix reached all-time highs last summer, but is facing increased skepticism from Wall Street, particularly after the company announced its intention to acquire Warner Bros., which represented a stark departure from the company’s build-not-buy philosophy. In this interview we discuss the Netflix roller-coaster, why engagement is the metric everyone suddenly cares about, and how live events play into that. Then, we get into the Warner Bros. acquisition: why is Peters convinced that this is a home run, and what are the company’s arguments as to why regulators should allow this acquisition? As part of this discussion we get into the overall structure of the industry, including questions of bundling, professional versus user-generated content, and why Hollywood should be embracing Netflix instead of fearing them. As a reminder, all Stratechery content, including interviews, is available as a podcast; click the link at the top of this email to add Stratechery to your podcast player. On to the Interview: This interview is lightly edited for clarity. Greg Peters, welcome back to Stratechery. Greg Peters: Thanks for having me, it’s great to be back. So it’s been two years since we talked, which was actually pretty surprising to me, I felt like it was last year. A lot has happened since then — just from a stock market perspective, you are, congratulations, up 45% since the last time we talked. GP: (laughing) Thank you for noting that frame of reference, I appreciate it. Unfortunately, you’re down 37% from last summer. I thought that ending the regular reporting of membership numbers, which would immediately set off like a 10% jump or decline, or whatever it was, would flatten out the rollercoaster — it feels like the rollercoaster has gotten steeper and crazier. Did you expect that? GP: No, not expected. You might argue that that was a self-induced wound as we continued to try and do creative things to advance the business. But our job is to move things forward and push the edges and we’ve done a bunch of that stuff and I think you’re seeing some of the chaos and the reaction in that. Yeah. Well, one of the advantages of the member number is it was a very direct line from those numbers to the success of your business and part of that was a function of you had a pretty simple business. You sold subscriptions, and how many subscribers you had was a direct line to your bottom line. Now it’s a bit more complicated . You’ve urged Wall Street to focus on your financial metrics, but of course people want to know what the drivers of those metrics are. To follow on to that point, did you see this sense of a lack of clarity and uncertainty coming? Was that something you anticipated when you thought about changing how you report your earnings? GP: Well, the specific subscriber piece was because we were evolving from a model that was really simple. Literally there was like X times Y and you got to the business and as we were doing things like introducing extra members, so you’ve got different membership components. Obviously ARM [Average Revenue per Membership] looks very, very different across the world and there’s increasing span in terms of what that looks like in different places. And then the advent of advertising revenue, because now you have this whole other revenue source, which is not directly captured by that math, we knew that that subscriber was going to be less and less complete and trying to drive that out. And so to some degree, the internal way we say this is like, “We’d love to people start to treating us like a business”, and businesses ultimately are about revenue and profit, and that’s the numbers that we should look at, and certainly the numbers that we manage too. Right, I think the problem is people want to get to and know about what the drivers of the business are. GP: And those are the drivers so I think to some degree, the business is not so complex in its evolution that those drivers are not clear. Then I think we’re trying to provide enough structure behind that that says, “This is how you can assess how we’re doing”, and so in my mind, I don’t think that there’s a lot that we’re missing in terms of that. Now, obviously, to some degree, we want to insulate, or maybe I’d say protect, from a competitive perspective, some of the things that we are doing because we don’t want our own competitors to know what’s going on and copy those. There is a lot of talk by you and by Wall Street about engagement. As someone who, my bread and butter, maybe more than any other company, has been covering Facebook is one that I’m very familiar with. On one hand, this is kind of a bullish discussion because Netflix’s revenue per hour viewed is the lowest amongst your streaming peers, which suggests you have latitude — that’s another way to increase your business is just increase prices. On the other hand, there is concern that engagement growth is barely budging, which means your capacity to raise prices is maybe limited, maybe you kind of got locked in too low. Which is it? GP: Well, I would say we really do think about that revenue per engagement as an important sign of where our upside potential is and I don’t have any reason to believe that, over a period of time, we shouldn’t be able to meet or exceed essentially other revenue per engagement kind of metrics. There’s no first principles argument why that’s different, but I do also think that there’s complexity behind — we can talk about total engagement and I’m happy to tease apart the different components of that. That’s one of my questions because you actually spent a lot of time on the last earnings call saying there’s different types of engagement and trying to land this point. Like live, for example, drives buzz, drive signups, is that what you’re driving at? GP: I think there’s a bunch of different components of this. So there’s one, all hours are not created equal and this is a statement that we’ve made in the business for almost 20 years essentially. And then now knowing that that’s true, because we all know as viewers that that’s true, you’ve had hours that you think are transformational to your life that you’ve seen on TV and hours that probably didn’t matter that much. But getting to the point in the business where we actually understand that and can encode that value in a way that allows us to manage the business, that’s a whole different proposition. But we’ve made incremental progress around that. So that’s one dimension of difference is that like, what is the value delivered in the various different ways that we actually derive that value? Isn’t it fair to say though, Netflix’s value has kind of been in the — I don’t want to call it low value engagement, which by the way, I think is actually a tremendously valuable place to be, there is value in bulk and knowing that there’s just a large amount of stuff that will fill a large amount of hours. Even if on the flip side, and we’ll obviously get to this property later, I believe the streaming service with the highest, the opposite metric, the highest dollar they get per viewed is in HBO Max. Which you think about HBO, you think about certain shows, you don’t need to watch it all the time, but you want to get whatever the hot new show is and that’s how their model works. GP: Yeah. You and I have disagreed a little bit on this. I think it was off the record though, so I had to bring it into the discussion! GP: I would say I think we’re operating quite across a wide spectrum and I definitely believe that we are delivering hours that people love. You think about the Stranger Things finale, those are very valuable hours that I think people were desperate to enjoy. Also, I think we’re doing things in live events. You mentioned live events that are very punctuated moments that I think are very, very high value hours. So look, there’s no doubt that we want to do more and we want to do more across quite a wide spectrum. I think it’s also worth noting that each individual values their entertainment differently. So what might be low value to you might be high value to somebody else and so part of what we’re trying to do is capture those components. But HBO is, it’s got great content, so there’s no contesting that, I think that’s one of the reasons that we were excited about doing the deal , for example, as well as doing things internally like producing more Bridgertons and more Stranger Things, and all those things that we also think are high value that come from our own development. Yeah. We’re going to get a lot to the deal later, as you can imagine. I do have a bone to pick with you with the live thing. GP: Okay, great. I think you said in this earnings, you’re very explicit, “Oh yeah, these live events drive buzz, drive signups”, which was one of my arguments in favor of you doing these live events a few years ago. But I felt like you got an earnings call like two or three years ago and you’re like, “Oh, it’s so small, it doesn’t really make a difference”, and now you’re like, “Actually, no, this is very important in this regard”, I need more consistent clarity from you guys in your earnings to back up my thesis. GP: Okay, great. Well, I think maybe we can try and provide some of that clarity right now. So in terms of the total number of hours and the total number of investment, live is a small fraction of our total content portfolio, so that statement is just fundamentally factually true. I think of this as the cake and the icing maybe, which is, while small, it’s a great complement to these other kind of things that we have. And as a portfolio, it makes up an increasingly important part of that, so it’s great to have these punctuated moments, they do drive acquisition. But to be clear, they’re not driving a majority of acquisition. So if you were to say, in terms of the materiality of the business- So it’s the amount of acquisition relative to the time is very high. GP: That’s exactly right, that’s a very good way to describe it. But has that been a shift of you recognizing that, or did you always recognize it and now you’re just trying to talk more explicitly about that? GP: No, I think we had a thesis that that was going to be the way that live would work the business, but now we’re seeing it in practice. And oftentimes we go from, “Okay, this is the hypothesis, we’re starting to see confirmatory data points”, and then the next step you get to is you’re actually building the model for, “What does that value look like?”, and that model looks different for a live event than it would look like for a returning season of Bridgerton, let’s say. Has it looked different than you expected when you formed those theses? GP: I would say it’s roughly consistent, but I’d also say, look, just be frank, we’re dealing with a reasonably small number of data points, so I don’t know that I would want to conclude super broadly. One interesting dimension for us is to be doing now live outside the United States, it’s going to be interesting to see how that works in different markets, what matters. World Baseball Classic in Japan , yeah. GP: We’re trying different kinds of events. We see some live, WWE is a perfect example, which really, it’s a retention driver. You’ve got a core fan of folks and they are going to watch that again and again, again, and that supports improvement and retention. Then you have these other live events that are really more about this cultural conversation, moment in time, acquisition, and buzz really. And so we’re building this out and learning more as we go. I think you’ve been doing the NFL one , I think this is the second or third year, one of my pet theories was it wasn’t just the NFL, but the NFL on Christmas is a time when older people have their children in the house who can show them how to use Netflix. Was that a thought at all? GP: Not particularly. I would say it basically gets more to the events angle that we have on sports, really, which is that, again, we’re trying to build a strategic understanding of how sports fit into this live strategy and we really have come at it from the angle, which is that we want to think about it as an event. And how do we bring more specialness, if you will, around it. Whether it’s adding talent to a football game, let’s say, or creating events that have never existed before, and coming up is an amazing free climber who’s going to free climb Taipei 101 . You know Taipei 101 very well, obviously. I do know Taipei 101 very well, yes. GP: So, this is the kind of thing that, we’re building these events from scratch, so to speak. So, I would say it’s more about that, that we thought about, “Why do NFL on Christmas?” — because that’s a special moment to do NFL. Do you think you would have this depth of thought and analysis of engagement in the different types of drivers absent the introduction of advertising? Or is the tail wagging the dog here? If you’re in ads, you have to understand engagement? GP: No, this was a discussion that we were having and trying to wrap our arms around way before we ever launched advertising. We’ve always carried this sense that we want to understand the complexity and nuance and engagement, that’s important to our business. We all felt like, “Okay, these are different things and it’d be great for the business if we could understand how they’re different and really attribute value to them in the right way”, and it’s very hard. It’s incredibly hard to go do this, even though it’s so intuitive, and then, we’ve been iteratively building our way, over a decade, into a more evolved and sophisticated understanding of that and really I’d say decade-and-a-half. Did that drive you into advertising, that sort of understanding? GP: Not per se. I would say, look, bluntly, we had debated advertising a bunch of different times and decided not to do it because simplicity, focus, run hard against the business opportunity we had. Until we realized, “Oh, actually, we need to start opening up the aperture and bring more into it” — and quite frankly, advertising has been incredible because it’s just such a natural way to bring lower price points to a broader set of- It’s a win-win-win. GP: It’s a win-win-win, exactly. And then, what we’re also finding is that technology in ways that you would be very familiar with are making actually the ability to provide a better advertising model, not only for consumers, but for brands, that there’s a huge runway of innovation that we’re going to do there. Would you say, and I’m not going to say this question is about another company, but maybe it’s about another company , that this anti-ad sentiment that gripped some segment of Silicon Valley, such that maybe there’s been a reluctance to go into ads that was unwarranted and actually should have happened sooner? GP: I think there is an understandable reason for that reluctance because I think that you and I can both cite multiple examples where businesses drove an ad model in a negative way. I think actually linear TV is a pretty good example of this, where it really got about revenue extraction at the cost of the experience and the consumer and it’s a bad business decision because it’s a short-term, essentially, optimization, rather than a long-term optimization. But we, as consumers, all have this experience and so I think that that sentiment comes from those experiences. I think I understand why that is the case, but of course, you don’t have to do that. You can actually build, as you said, win-win-win advertising models that really work for consumers as well as for advertisers and the business. Well, you just led me to — this is the exact concern, I asked someone else about who I was talking to today, about questions he had. He’s like, “Look, the concern I have…”, I think he brought up Viacom specifically, this idea where flattening engagement in a business that is measured on business metrics, on financial outcomes, leads to a temptation, to your point, to push too hard on those financial drivers, such that you achieve them, but then the experience deteriorates, engagement gets hurt more and it’s a vicious cycle. How do you make sure you avoid that? GP: That vulnerability always exists in business and outside of ads, we can cite multiple examples. Let’s take another one, like easy cancel, we’ve always believed in easy cancel, I can guarantee you, we can make- Right. You don’t even have an annual plan still, right? GP: No, we don’t and basically one-click cancel. If you don’t want to subscribe, we should make it easier for you to not subscribe and we believe that that’s a long-term business positive decision because basically saying, “We’re going to make a great consumer experience, we’re going to build trust with consumers, we’re going to let them try the service, if we’re not delivering the value, they should be able to get out and we want to hopefully get them back, win them back when we are delivering that value”. That’s another example of we could do a bunch of definitely short-term optimizations that would work for quarters, but it would be bad for the business. And so, it’s just being disciplined that you got to have a long-term view and not do those shortcuts and really win for the long-term. A quick question to go back to the sports and live events, is the goal to have at least one must-see live event every month, say, for the sports fan? Where if you’re a hardcore sports fan, no, you’re not going to have the full season of NFL for reasons that are apparent, you don’t want to be a renter or whatever it might be, but if you’re a sports fan, you’re going to keep Netflix year round because there’s going to be something every month. Would that be the ideal outcome? GP: Yeah, I’d say that’s roughly the working hypothesis. I’d say it’s slightly different than what you just said it, but like for these virtual audiences that you have around the world in different segments with different entrants, essentially, we’re trying to have an live event at enough frequency a month is probably a pretty good metric. Well, that’s when the subscription period is. GP: Yeah, it connects with that obviously and we could query whether or not six weeks, eight weeks does a lot of the same work, but essentially, the whole idea is you should always have something you’re looking forward to, right? And something that is something that you can’t stack and bank, you’re not going to let it sit and then six weeks later… Right, sign up for one month, “This is my Netflix month, I’m going to plow through everything”. GP: Exactly. So, that’s definitely how we’re thinking about some of the value that live can add. What is driving the increase in advertising revenue? I think you increased— GP: Two-and-a-half basically over ’25, 2.5x over 2025, and then we’re targeting double- And then 2x next year. GP: Exactly, you got it. So, okay, what are the drivers of that? One driver is just inventory growth. We’re getting more subscribers on the ads plan, that means there’s more inventory to sell. Is the vast majority of your subscriber growth on ads plan? GP: No, I wouldn’t call it the vast majority. The majority of our growth in the ads markets is on the ads plan, but vast majority I think overstates it. And then, the other dimension of growth is just better monetization of that inventory. We’re rolling out more ads products, better measure, all the things that you go do, better targeting. We’re actually getting to the point where it’s going to be really interesting where we’re going to see some amount of personalization of ads or ad-specific creatives and things like that that’ll be partly based on the data that we have. Obviously, thinking about privacy, data safe, secure ways to do that, but when you improve those things, you get better monetization of that and those are the two drivers of the ads revenue growth. How has the ad revenue growth done relative to your expectations when you started advertising like three or four years ago, versus a year ago when you reset everything, your own ad server and things along those lines? GP: I think of that trajectory as being a very common trajectory that I’ve seen in launching new things at Netflix, which is that you start with a good first principles argument, like, “This all makes sense”, you launch it and then you realize that there’s 20 things that you got wrong or that were harder than you expected and such, and then you start working those problems. Maybe it’s a little slower at the beginning, and I think about like launching Latin America or the first time we were really going ex-US, there’s a lot of problems we ran into that we didn’t anticipate. And then, you start working those problems, then all of a sudden you start to get to a faster trajectory than you actually anticipated because then you start to build optimizations. You get all the catch-up. GP: Well, not only catch-up, but there’s optimizations that you hadn’t really built into the model from the beginning that you’re now applying to it. And so, as is usually the case, the map is not the territory, the model is not reality and you initially underpredict, or you fail to catch all the things you have to go do, but then you also fail to catch the things that you can do that are better. Yep. This is my favorite anecdote of the interview because last time we talked I was like, “Oh, yeah, I felt that in my subscription business”, I felt that curve you’re talking about in my subscription business too, so I think I know what you’re talking about. You did spend a lot of time on the call, one thing I picked up on, talking about total viewers as opposed to members. You have almost a billion total viewers, is that an advertising-driven metric that’s in your head now or is that just the nature of how you’re changing your subscription models or what? GP: I think it’s a component of two things, because actually, as we report the per household membership number, one component of this is extra members, which, again, is not a material mover or a significant mover of that number, but it’s a component of it that actually gets to more people because we don’t treat that as a separate membership. We treat that than the total household numbers. And then, to your point, advertising has made us think more about like, “Okay, actually, we have to think more about the individual viewers and what’s that number?”, obviously reporting that total number becomes important for advertisers because they’re looking at that. That’s a place where advertising is much more influenced how we think about what’s the total viewer count rather than the household subscriber number. Is there any room for advertising to the non-advertising tiers, whether it be on the home screen or something like that, or is that absolutely a no-go? GP: Well, no, I would say it’s back to the long-term thinking, right? We want to do the right thing for members, which yields really good long-term business results, we think. Now, to be clear, we’ve given advertising to non-advertising plan members on certain types of shows back to your NFL games on Christmas. NFL advertising just on the format’s almost been built together and so, those are natural and we expect that — pulling them apart almost creates a worse experience. Totally, absolutely. Because I lived internationally for a long time, so I would watch lots of League Pass games or whatever the equivalent of the NFL was, and I found it distracting and annoying to have dead time in between. I preferred — I’m not going to say how I got streams — but I preferred streams from the US. GP: It’s bizarre right? Anyway, so that’s an example of a place that we think that the type of content and the format is right to put ads on, even for the non-ads tier folks. Why did you buy Warner Bros. ? GP: Well, I would say one, worth noting that we came in from this perspective of we’re builders, not buyers, so we have a default orientation toward that, but we also thought it’s our responsibility to look at everything and we got in there and looked at what Warner’s had and we were like, “Wow”. We started building the value case for this and we got to impressive numbers and there’s really three big centers of value that come from this. One is there is a component of theatrical that really works and is complementary with the streaming model. We see that because we do this with Pay-1 deals all the time, right? We did a big deal with Sony, for example, that we just renewed , so we know that those work synergistically. But it’s nice when they’re paying for the marketing, not you. Then you sort of get a free ride. GP: Well, I wouldn’t call it a free ride because I think you’re encoding the value that’s created in that title in the licensing fee. If the market’s working efficiently, when they spend money on marketing to build value in that title, we’re paying for that in terms of the license fee, right? Right, good point. It’s worth more, the IP’s worth more. GP: Yeah. I would just say that this is a question of that that was externalized before and this is internalized. In building internal business, it’s all the things that we just talked about. You have to go spend energy figuring out what you don’t know and getting proficient at it and building that and that’s just something that we’ve looked at it multiple times, but we always just said like, “Hey, rack and stack the priorities, this is the cycles we’ve gotten”. But if they’ve already built the capability, then it’s a different question. GP: 100% and we want to leverage that capability and so we don’t want to blow that up or destroy that in any way, shape or form. The production side of things, we use them as production partners right now, they’re producing shows for us as we speak. They’ve got great production capabilities, they expand our capability to our infrastructure and the capacity we’ve got production. They’re very good developers of IP as well, so it’s a bunch of great capabilities that are complementary there. And then you also get to the HBO service brand programming identity. You mentioned it before, HBO is a real acme of quality and it signals to consumers that shows that they’re going to get. We think that that is an incredibly important opportunity, essentially, to elaborate our offering, to think about how we assemble plans and build the capability to actually give different folks what they want. We also think that those assets, the titles that are in Warner Bros. writ large, film, series, etc., they’re being underexploited right now. We have a global footprint that’s bigger and a better streaming service capability and knowledge to leverage those. This all makes sense, but at the end of the day, it’s still $83 billion, so it has to be accretive. I mean, you can earn incremental revenue through — this could help you get more subscribers, it could help you get higher revenue per subscriber, it could drive more engagement, you can show more ads, you can save on content acquisitions and licensing costs. Where does this pencil out? You don’t get the escape of, “All the above”, or does that mean you’re not going to be able to answer? GP: The reality is that it is all of the above, and so we build a model. And the model, it doesn’t have one driver, it’s got multiple drivers of value, you’ve listed a pretty good taxonomy of those drivers. In reality, but if you were to say, “What is the biggest one of those?”, I do think that if you put your finger on one thing, there’s quite a library, a significant library of content of existing shows that are out there. This is not speculative, we’re going to go do something with the IP or all these different things, but you have existing library of content. Right now, it’s not getting as much viewing as it could, we know we can drive more viewing on it, and this is, again, just to — we do this all day long, is basically take a look at what would a title do on our service? Because we have to do this when you think about licensing and what’s our valuation model there, willingness to pay, etc, so we basically use those same mechanisms, those same models to assess, “Okay, how would all this library of content do on Netflix?”, and when you drive that viewing, and that’s drivers of our business in all those different dimensions that you’re talking about. That’s the whole point, this is all full circle, right? So even if that’s all true, you can drive all this viewing. How does that actually manifest in your financial results? GP: It’ll be many things. So it’ll be basically improved retention, we will see more subscribers because of it, it’s again back to the things that we listed at the beginning, they’re all there. It will drive more advertising for the folks on our advertising plans and have ads associated with that, so that’s all certainly the case, more value delivered. We actually think about when we deliver more value, we go to what’s the right pricing model associated with that too, so that’s a component as well. But it’s also, there’s different aspects of this that maybe we actually don’t talk about that much but we see on how we outbound our service into other service offering bundles. If you get a package with a pay TV provider that includes Netflix, there are all sorts of benefits that you get in terms of retention improvements there, we think of this as the same thing. We’ve got a bunch of subscribers to HBO, let’s say, the majority of those are subscribers to Netflix too, so we actually see that by putting these two things together, we can actually improve the offering for consumers. Will those still be two separate services or would they be together in one? GP: This is the kind of thing we would want to sort out and we’ve got some thinking originally. I knew you weren’t going to answer, but I had to ask. GP: Yeah, we want to do some more work on that one. But there’s clearly, I would say we know from our work in doing this with other providers that there are benefits. We can make a win-win, we can make a better product for consumers, lower price ultimately, and it works better for the business, we know that that’s capable. What does Wall Street miss about this? They don’t seem very happy about it. What do you think is the missing link there, that you feel such high conviction that you change from, “We’re builders, not buyers”, to, “No, we’ve got to get this”? GP: Well, to be clear, when you say, “We’ve got to get this”, actually, I would not agree with that. Got to get this at a specific price. GP: Yeah, exactly. And it’s like all the deals that we do, we understand what the value model is. We compete aggressively up to that approach and we take the same disciplined approach and almost everything we do. So again, this is me speculating for investors and you can talk to them directly, but my general sense is that investors don’t like uncertainty. You go into this limbo period essentially while you’re waiting for the deal to come to fruition and that’s an awkward place to be. I also think it’s fair to say it’s probably right for folks to bring some skepticism around our ability to execute a big integration. We’ve never done it before, so folks can look at that and say like, “Okay, these folks have a demonstrated track record of being builders, but they don’t have a demonstrated track record of being buyers”. Warner Bros. doesn’t have a great record of being acquired. GP: And there is that. Obviously, we asked ourselves these same questions and we said, “Okay, when we look at these models”, we’re like, “That’s great, but can we execute this?”, and at the end of the day, we looked at it and said, “When we look at where are their sensitivity to those value drivers, this is the business that we’re in, can we bring content onto our platform and monetize it? Yeah, we do that every single day, we know how to go do that”. There’s discreet components which are new to us, we’ve never run a theatrical business before. That’s fair, that’s a totally fair comment, but we’ve got a team that’s done that, that knows how to do that, and we don’t think that the complexity of bringing that group in is that high. Given their record, you’d probably rather Warner Bros. run the theatrical business than you run the theatrical business. GP: They’re good at it, I’ll just say that. They’ve got a great track record, they’ve been doing an amazing job. I do believe you about the theatrical window, I think there’s some skepticism about that. I think one of the things that [Netflix co-CEO] Ted [Sarandos] said in the earnings call that I actually had already planned to ask you about was the extent to which nothing at Netflix seems to be sacred. You’ve changed your mind about a lot of things from DVDs to original content to sports to acquisitions to ads, so why not the theater? I think I actually asked you this last time, but it seems more pertinent than ever. Why is Netflix able to change its mind? GP: Well, I’d say we’ve often said we believe in two things, capitalism and that users first. Well, That was part two is what are the things that you won’t change your mind about? GP: Well, I think those are pretty important so I’d put those on the list, but there’s another way to look at this, which is that we’ve often had what I characterize as a scientist mindset, which is that you have a case based on the data or based on the conditions that you’re operating in, and then when things change, you change that. And for us, we often change very quickly, and I think that that speed of changing throws people off because they look at this as like, “Oh my gosh, they just changed everything” — well, yeah, if the world changes, we change to respond to that, and maybe the difference is that we just do it very, very quickly. You’re CEO number two or number three, I don’t know, 2A, I don’t know how you would count it. GP: I’m not sure either. How do you maintain that? Does this go back to the culture doc back in the day ? Are you able to keep this in the long run? GP: Oh, it’s definitely in the DNA. When I joined, it’s one of the things that I loved about the company, which is that attitude. I know that we talked about some of these big pivots which are maybe more recent, but it was going on way back when, so in smaller ways that maybe were hidden, but you’d have a position around how does — we did free trial, I don’t know if you remember free trial, we had that for a longest period of time, and then we did a bunch of pretty hardcore science on, “How does this work and is it really working?”, and we’re like, “Oh, actually it doesn’t work as well as we expected”, so we just changed. It’s a good example. On the regulatory point, I have two questions. One, to go back to something that Ted said in the call. He said, and I’m quoting, “This is really a vertical deal for us” — explain that. How is it a vertical deal? GP: If you think about the components of this, so there’s the theatrical, the production. These things essentially verticalize the business that we’ve got and we’re the distributor for those components, and then you look at the HBO piece and that’s where I mentioned, sometimes you hear the people do the math, which is like, okay, you take our 325 million subscribers, you take 100 million from HBO and it’s 425 million subscribers. That’s not the reality of it, the reality of it is that the vast majority of those HBO subscribers are already Netflix subscribers. Right, but so that part’s a horizontal part though. GP: And that part, to your point, so that’s distinct from this other one, and that’s where we would argue though it’s a complementary approach where the people that are going to subscribe to one are the people are going to subscribe to the other, and actually, by bundling and packaging them together, we can provide a better offering for those consumers as well as expand that offering to more places around the world. There’s a bunch of countries around the world that there is no HBO Max, there is no service there. There’s countries around the world where they have no plan today to get to and that we’re already operating in, and we can obviously bring an audience for that service and for that content. The second point is Ted made the point that TV, “Isn’t what it used to be”. Who are your competitors? GP: Well, you’ve said this and I agree with it, that time and attention are the scarce resources, and we really believe that. And you’ve heard us say this for probably a decade plus. Actually, in your defense, literally the next question — one, I agree, the only scarce resource is time , and two, this is a point you guys have been making on earnings calls for a long time. Is that your saving grace, that you’ve actually been saying that for many, many years on your letters to shareholders and whatnot? GP: We’ve always thought about it that way. We’ve always thought this is how we have to compete, and it’s fair to say, I think when you get into then a regulatory question, the market definition becomes more precise. And when we look at this, if you see what people, what consumers are watching on TV, you know the numbers on YouTube, they’re watching a lot of hours on YouTube. The programming that they’re watching on YouTube, YouTube is now doing NFL games too, it’s going to do the Oscars , you can watch long form movies and series on it, the BBC just did a deal with YouTube in the UK as well as Channel 4 and ITV, so there’s just all this examples where I think it’s becoming a much more blurred space. You’ve got tech competitors, Amazon with MGM and they continue to invest in Prime Video, you got Apple doing big movies, and so there’s competition at all levels, multiple places for creators to bring their opportunities and we look at that writ large and that’s where we think about that’s a very robust and broad competitive space. But YouTube is the threat , right? That’s really the big one. GP: We think of them as a very important threat, I would say we’re competing with all these different folks for sure, but YouTube is the formidable competitor. They drive a lot of hours, they have a great model, and so it’s no doubt that they’re going to push hard on this. You always report them as YouTube on TV. How large is the lead if you were to include mobile and computer and all those other things? GP: It’s significantly bigger, and again, a little bit, it comes down to we do think about time and attention as a very broad competitive landscape. But you also have to get a little bit tighter when you think about what are we going to go do to defend against that space and what are the spaces that we want to prioritize defending and how we think about that. What are the advantages of professional content versus user-generated content? And are any of those advantages structural and sustainable in the long run as the capability of producing very high quality content gets better and better? GP: No, I think they are sustainable, and here’s the theory behind it. Professional becomes a little bit of a subjective term, but maybe let’s just say that where storytelling and the capability, or let’s say the skill at storytelling at the highest level in the human population, I think of that as a fairly rare commodity. Not everyone can do that storytelling, and the ability to do that and do that consistently essentially is where we’re thinking about that demarcation. Our model allows us to compete more effectively for those world-class storytellers. Interesting. So it’s basically, there’s another scarce resource here, which is on the consumer side, it’s time and attention, but there is one on the supply side, and if you can pay upfront and have more of that venture type of model as opposed to you have to make it first and capture it on the backend, you get a sustainable advantage on the supply side scarcity as well. GP: That’s right, and that’s one version of the supply side. The other one is quite frankly that our model monetizes better on a per hour basis, and so to some degree, that translates into a better competition for those scarce storytellers. And those things, I think we just should just know. You get it, but just to make it explicit, those things are relatively independent of the production cost or production cost efficiencies, so that doesn’t really actually change that. You can have very highly produced terrible content. GP: Yeah, and we’ve seen it in a bunch of different places and those don’t typically do very well. Is AI slop going to save you? If it overwhelms the UGC platforms and basically it’s like you’re a refuge, so this is all actual, real. GP: I think it’s a credible — I don’t know if that’s the reality so I can’t say with certainty that’s where we’re going to land, but it’s a credible possibility, I think. You mentioned the huge value of Warner Bros. is the library. Can valuable library content even be made today? I think an analogy that you could make is that library IP, particularly from the ’80s and ’90s, that era, the Friends, the Seinfelds, all those sorts of things, it’s like the fossil fuel of streaming. It’s unbelievably valuable, it’s unbelievably useful, and we’re not getting more of it. GP: Yeah, I hear that a lot. I guess I try and put a broader historical framework on this, and I think if you go into the music space, I think you’ve heard that I don’t know how many times across multiple different generations and decades. I think there’s to some degree that the commentators, maybe you and I at our ages, grew up in those eras, and to some degree, we have an affinity for that content. Obviously the best era. GP: Exactly, that’s right, so we speak about that stuff. But I firmly believe that if you go 15, 20 years from now, people are going to be binge-watching Stranger Things for the seventh time, I think that that’s absolutely going to happen. The other thing too that happens is you get this compression effect, right? You stack up 10, 20, 30 years worth of- Right. I just put the 80s and 90s together. GP: Yeah, exactly, and you say all of the output of those two decades versus how we’re looking at the last five years, and so that’s just a little bit unbiased in that regard. Do we, or I guess I should say I, maybe have actually in the end underestimated how easy it is to switch and what I mean is I’ve had the overall thesis about the bundle fragmenting, which obviously happened, but then the assumption it would reform and the bull case for Netflix is that would reform around you. Is it unrealistic? You go back to the original bundle , that was downstream of towns who couldn’t get a broadcast signal banding together to put up towers. You had a physical constraint that forced everyone into an optimal business model that you probably wouldn’t have gotten otherwise. If you don’t have that constraint, because everything’s on the Internet, it’s just bits, is it unrealistic that that happens organically? And there’s a bit about acquiring WB where it happens financially because you have financial power relatively speaking thanks to your position, but it’s never going to come to you naturally without pushing it. GP: I think that there’s one other important dimension of this which I feel like is your actually theory, which is the other constraint is the attention and discovery constraint. So there’s the physical constraints, and also channel carrying capacity, a bunch of different things. This is just where you can monetize the content better because you can get people to watch it. GP: That’s right, and so I think there’s an argument that when you build that gravity, you build a better product experience, all those different things, we should be a more efficient monetizer of any given unit of content, and I think that’s our theory and that’s why we think there’s a lot of upside value in the Warner Bros. case. Now, you could argue that the market efficiently allocates that by licensing, there’s lots of different ways that you would unlock that. In theory, but how long is it going to take? GP: Exactly. I think also, when you get into the position where companies feel like this is an existential change and there’s just a lot of dynamics which can sort of gum up those works. And so then you start to look at, “What’s the most effective way for us to unlock that and accelerate that process?”. Is there other companies that should follow in this, assuming the WB thing goes through? GP: Meaning by other companies? Is that what you mean? Well, you say you’re a builder, not a buyer. Are you going to have a new identity going forward? GP: Let’s see how this goes. We should probably prove that we can go do this and deliver value there. But look, at the end of the day, we’ve mostly been on a process of expanding the number of mechanisms for adding value. We started off as licensers, that’s the only thing we had, it’s the only thing we did. We said, “Okay, let’s get into production”, we’ve gotten increasingly good at production, I would say, and being able to produce at a scale and diversity from a geography perspective that no other content creator really has done before. So that’s been a long, in some regards, many year process to build that capacity. We’re experimenting with other things like back to being what you might call a more classic aggregator in terms of taking broadcasters’ content writ large and just putting it through in a channelized model, so we’ll see how that goes. This is yet another mechanism. I don’t know how repeatable this mechanism is, realistically, I don’t know that we can go do this many more times, but mostly we’re just in the business of trying to find more ways to add more value into the entertainment offering. How satisfied are you with the homepage changes that you’ve implemented? GP: The most satisfying component for me is not even what you see, but it is what I and the team knows we’ve built in terms of extensibility and the ability to improve the offering over 10 years, and that’s the real value. You know how this works, you have a hyper-refined user experience, you do a huge shift and you’re just hoping basically it gets back to parity pretty quick. So you’re taking all that evolution over 10 years and you’re sort of starting from fresh. But what we see is the trajectory of changes that we’re driving through with the improvements we’re seeing. We’re like, “Okay, this is a great velocity beyond and I know that it’s going to return in multiple different ways over the years to come”. This sort of ties back to a question before. Does Netflix have a quality of content problem or a surfacing of relevance problem? Is this one of those things you can make the case, “Oh no, just a relevance problem”, and now you feel like you’re going to have the opportunity to prove that? GP: I’m not quite sure I understand the question. Well, now that you have this with this homepage, the way I understand the initiative generally is you’re going to be able to get a lot better at personalization, a lot better at understanding the customer, getting them stuff that is really interesting to them. There’s a heavy bias with shows in general towards recency, in part because that’s the easiest variable to understand and people generally like new things. But if I, a Netflix viewer, can get something from 2013 that is perfectly attuned to what I want to see, that’s more valuable than it being in 2025 or whatever it might be. GP: Yeah, okay, so a couple thoughts there. I think it’s really two dimensions of improvement. I think of the UI and the UI capability essentially is a force multiplier on the content offering we have. If we can make that 5% better, then all of that spend, all of that investment that we make has that return and that compounds with the ability to invest more in that content space, so we can add more that goes into a more efficient engine and so we need to do both. Just one thing on the recency component — there’s sort of two centers of value, and this is probably an oversimplification, but we’ve often thought about this as two centers of value. There’s a center of value you get from watching something that you find incredibly fun and compelling in a room by yourself, and that’s a great center of value and that gets to maybe your 2013 perfect show for you. But there’s a center of value that also comes from the fact that you can then have a conversation, or we can talk about that show you watched and I think why recency has this value and why live, to some degree, has this value is that we have that conversational value. We’re sharing something beyond the moment of just actually experiencing it. Now I have to ask, I wasn’t going to put it on here because I ask it all the time, one of the things Netflix has never changed is release everything all at once, you kind of broke it up a little bit with Stranger Things, it wasn’t the whole final season all at the same time. But if that is important to you to have that conversation, will that ever be — is that on the, “Might be revisited someday” list, or no, “This is going to always be this way” list? GP: I would say we wanted to think about where are the right moments to really have what we’ve known as that water cooler effect, and we’ve seen it in different places. But you’re playing with different trade-offs and there’s always trade-offs, and so we’ve also seen that the all-at-once release model, we think we have evidence, builds bigger shows as a result. So I think there are going to be these moments, and we want to do it in a way, again back, that’s customer first. Is there a bit where it’s better upfront for a show because that builds a show better, but once a show is big, then that’s the time to capitalize? GP: Could be a component of it, but I would say we really want to do this in a viewer and fan kind of way and we thought about the Stranger Things and we’re like, “This is, one, it was a lot”, the Duffer Brothers delivered a lot of content into that final season and we’re like, “We can do this and we can do it in relatively short order, so it’s not too far apart”, each of these units is a contained narrative moment, so it’s not like we’re leaving people hanging for the next week or things like that. And we think it’s going to be super fun to do it across three holiday periods. So again, it’s a lot of very specific situational, I think, thinking around that. Well, speaking of building big shows, I have to ask you about KPop Demon Hunters . Is this going to just be a fun memory from 2025 or will this have a lasting impact on Netflix? GP: I think it’ll have a lasting impact. We start to see the durability of this in terms of whether you look at re-watch or other signals in terms of folks out there, whether fan events and consumer products and stuff like that, it seems to be quite durable. And if you look at it compared to other sort of similarly situated franchises you might know from other competitors, we see the same volume of activity that it really indicates we think this will be something we’re going to talk about 10 years from now. At what point did you realize this is just going to blow everything else out of the water, particularly in terms of movies? GP: Yeah, it was relatively early on that we’re like, “Okay, this is performing quite impressively”, but then for me, the thing that it shows up is that when it shows up in your other, “normal life” in all sorts of interesting ways, you got Djokovic doing the soda pop thing at a tennis match and it shows up in SNL , and then you’re just like, “Oh my God, this has just permeated the culture in a way that you can’t stop”. There’s a narrative in Hollywood that Sony screwed this up by licensing it to you, my view is you screwed it up by not owning it entirely. Who had the bigger screw up? GP: Well, you could flip it around and say that we’re both quite happy that we had this culturally defining moment because I think that that’s true. Certainly we benefited from it in that regard and Sony, I think, is going to do a great job with it as going forward. There’s always things you can go do better, you always try and learn from it, but I would say we’re both thrilled to have had this moment. Just to circle back, to sort of wrap this up, I have a couple questions about you and Hollywood generally. To go back to the acquisition, what I hear from Hollywood is they’re scared, they don’t like it. Why shouldn’t they be scared? GP: Well, I think it’s worth noting that we’re talking about a storied asset. This is a studio that has produced some of the most amazing content over a century run, so it’s fair for folks to look at this in that way. I also think change is scary and every time you shift something up, there’s associated anxiety to it and I think oftentimes it’s like, “Let’s just keep the status quo”, right? But we also have to embrace the reality of things are changing, the competitive landscape is different and we as an industry, we’ve got to compete aggressively with the other forms of peoples’ time and attention and energy out there, and we want to go do that. We want to make this kind of storytelling even more compelling. That means presenting it through a great user experience that we just talked about, it means make sure that we’re producing, we’re investing in more production, we’re improving the quality of that production and so I would say, why is there a strong case for optimism? Because I think we’re going to be good stewards of that history and that heritage, and we’re going to be able to give those shows and the shows that are going to be produced by these people and by these institutions an even better opportunity to find amazing audiences and to create the stories that shape generations. The things that the people that are our kids will talk about 20 years hence as being the things that they thought were the most amazing things they’ve ever seen. Well, to that point, who’s harder to convince that your actual competition is, “Okay, if we must nearly define it, YouTube, but actually everything on your phones”: regulators or everyone in Hollywood, and to convince them that you’re all in the same boat together? GP: Quite frankly, I think most people know this, once you get into a conversation. They sort of know it in their bones. It’s just, it takes a while to come out. GP: That’s right. And I think it shifts from being an individual and understanding that, and then sometimes you have to get into this mode where you’re advocating for a group of people and understandably so. They should be using these opportunities to push their agendas as they should, so I think that’s really the difference. How do you keep the talent that makes, say, an HBO what it is? Because I’m sure, I would imagine people are circling already. GP: Actually, I feel very confident about that because we’re going to keep that HBO team and that HBO team is good at working with that talent and giving them the environment that they need to tell those amazing stories and they get to do it under a great brand that speaks to the kind of program they’re trying to make, and we’re going to give them a bigger audience. Well, and an actual functional business model. GP: Well, yeah. I would say that I think they’ve got a growing business model and we can just make it even more robust. What does a creator want? I think that’s what they want. My final question, and it ties into this, in the popular conception, you guys are the smart guys, you come in and you kick Hollywood’s rear end — it’s run by a bunch of stupid dinosaurs, they don’t understand how the world’s changing. As you’ve become the biggest and most important player in Hollywood, sort of to this point, and you’re no longer the upstart, what have you come to learn, if anything, that those dinosaurs understood that you didn’t? GP: I think it’s worth just noting that, especially when a business has been around a long time, it’s learned a lot, the industry has learned a lot, and so how do you give creators great environments to tell their stories? How do you make sure that their creativity- Was that a shift? You mentioned that before that there’s a scarcity in supply, there’s only so many people that can tell great stories, which is one of those truths everyone kind of knows, but you’re kind of not supposed to say to a certain extent. Did Netflix always think that way or was that something you had to learn? GP: I think we’ve thought that way for quite some time, and maybe in contrast to some of our other competitors that come at it from a different point of view. So we’ve always believed that, but I would say that that’s something that the industry understands very, very well and has done a great job at cultivating that. In my mind, for me, it’s just remaining trying to create a sense that there’s many things that we still have yet to learn, many things that we want to challenge our assumptions around, and so that we aren’t locked into a set of positions that are basically not fit for the purpose that we are facing in terms of the competition we have and the growth that we want. So I just want to create that constant sense of self-challenging around the positions that we hold. Greg Peters, great to talk to you again. GP: Good to talk with you, thank you. This Daily Update Interview is also available as a podcast. To receive it in your podcast player, visit Stratechery . The Daily Update is intended for a single recipient, but occasional forwarding is totally fine! 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The Referral

"When did the pain start?" "I don’t know. I guess, like, a few months ago." "And it’s as if there’s a tapping on your eardrum?" "No, it’s like, it’s more like it’s a drum being hit." "The eardrum is… a sort of drum," the doctor said slowly, perhaps trying not to insult me. "I know, but it’s like, how do I describe this…" I paused. I looked around the room. I realized that I seemed to have been put in one of the rooms for kids. There were—I was pretty sure—hand-painted versions of the Winnie-the-Pooh ensemble on the walls. My mind wandered. Who hand-paints a doctor’s office ? The characters looked creepier than charming. "Oh, sorry, it’s like—loud noises sorta cause a 'click' in my right ear," I said, coming back to reality. "And that hurts?" "Well, I mean, it’s not like I’m being stabbed," I said acidly. The doctor didn’t seem to mind. "No, you’re not being stabbed in the eardrum, but it is uncomfortable." "Yes. Thank you." "And you’d like it to stop." "Well, I’d like to at least know what is going on." What was up with this doctor, I wondered. "Ok, let me take a look." He began by looking in my mouth and my nose, and then finally, my ears. I suppose they were all connected. There were ear-nose-throat doctors. But still—it was my eardrum that was the issue. "Huh," the doctor said. "Huh, what? See anything out of the norm?" "No. Bog-standard everything. Your ears seem normal. A beautiful, healthy ear canal and eardrum". The doctor snapped off the little thing on the end of the device he had just shoved in my ear. I winced. "There! But, even the sound of you taking off that little plastic thing—it kind of hits the drum harder." "From the otoscope? Hmm. What about this," he said, reaching over and snapping next to my ear. I flinched more than winced. "Not really," I admitted. "I don’t know what to tell you, but that you have healthy ears. Maybe higher-pitched sounds—" he paused to re-attach the piece of plastic to the otoscope and take it off. "Yeah, that did it again." "Higher-pitched sounds, could be it. But really, there’s not much else we can do for you. If you’d like, I could send you to an ENT ." "An ear-nose-throat specialist?" I asked to confirm I wasn’t going somewhere else. "That’s right. I know one, an old colleague. She’s up at Park and Lawrence in Boison." "Ok, sure, set me up. Thanks for taking a look." "Sure thing, see you next time." And like that, he was gone, and I was left alone in the room. Winnie-The-Pooh stared at me from the wall, his eyes slightly askew, his fur a faded yellow. I arrived fifteen minutes early for my ENT appointment with Dr. Abtan . I’d had to take the morning off from work to drive forty-five minutes to Boison where their hospital was bigger and had facilities and doctors that were for inspecting ears, noses, and throats, it seemed. The drive over was uneventful. Thankfully, I hadn’t been bothered much by my ear for the past two weeks since my last appointment. Life had proceeded as usual, with my occasional wincing and frustration at sounds that tapped a little too hard on my eardrum. Some sounds had pickaxes, and they wanted to break through into my skull. I pulled into the parking lot and paid $15 to park my car. I wasn’t even going to bother to circle trying to find something that didn’t charge exorbitant prices for parking; I never came to Boison, except maybe to see a concert or a sports game, and well, a doctor, apparently. I navigated my way up into the hospital, up some elevators, through some maze-like corridors, until I found myself in the ears, nose, and throat section . It was empty. Not a soul in sight. I registered at the reception and then took a seat in one of the nine empty chairs that bordered the waiting room. On the walls were diagrams and pictures of parts of the body I hadn’t ever bothered to consider. The insides of the ear. A diagnostic image of a deviated septum. Microscopic images of the hair cells inside your ears. Needless to say, I didn’t see any images of tiny miners with pickaxes and sledgehammers chipping away at anybody’s eardrums. I stood considering my imagination, overlaying it onto the images on the walls when my name was called. I stepped into the specialist's office and shook her hand. Dr. Abtan was probably a foot taller than me. She looked at me with a curious pity, as if she already knew that I would receive no help from her, and that I had wasted fifteen dollars and an hour and a half of my time coming here today. "I understand Dr. Elpa sent you my way. I took a look at your chart, and I think the best thing to do is just let me take a look here. I’m afraid from what he’s describing that there might not be much we can do." It seems I had read her expression correctly. Still, she sat me across from her, and put me through the wringer. Out came the otoscope (I had looked up the name of some of these ear-related tools) and went into both ears. Dr. Abtan made little clicking noises with her tongue as if she were in conversation with my ear ("mhmm, click, yep, hmmm"). Then she stuck something else in my ear for a Tympanometry test. That was checking the pressure in my ear, or something like that. She did a few other things, periodically turning back to her computer and inputting some notes, always humming along in this sort of under-her-breath conversation (which definitely wasn’t intended for me to hear). After all that, she turned to me, no tools in her hands, no stethoscope, no otoscope. "You seem fine." "I seem fine," I said back to her. "I honestly don’t see any serious problems with you. Maybe a bit of wax buildup." "Should I—" "Don’t go digging in there. I can remove some wax, but I doubt that’s going to make a difference." "So, the certain sounds that hurt my ear, like, what might that be then?" Dr. Abtan sighed and turned back to her computer. She didn’t say anything for a moment. Instead, I watched her finger scroll the wheel on her computer mouse, as (presumably) my chart scrolled down on her screen. She clicked a few boxes and then closed the window before turning back to me. "You could be experiencing something called TTTS." "T-T-T-S?" I asked. "It stands for Tonic Tensor Tympani Syndrome. Also known as stapedial myoclonus. To be honest, it’s both rare and not really understood. Some professionals question whether it really exists. Basically, it involves muscles in your middle ear contracting involuntarily. The tympanometry test yielded some good results for your middle ear, so I’d be hesitant to say anything is wrong there. We could maybe do an angiogram, but you’re not listing any other symptoms that are usually found alongside TTTS, and I’m not sure if that would be worth it. "What’s more, and I don’t mean this in any offensive way, but often treatment tends to skew toward more holistic measures." "Like what?" I was starting to feel frustrated, and I wondered if that was coming through in my tone. "Well, exploring relaxation techniques—meditation, yoga, or something like sound therapy." "Sound therapy?" "Yeah. That could be sound desensitization, exposure therapy, music therapy, that sort of thing." "Like, this is all in my head?" "Well, it is all in your head." I was starting to see that Dr. Abtan had quite a dry sense of humour. She stared at me, challenging me to either laugh or snap back at her. I did neither. "We’re talking about muscles here. Muscle spasms, contractions. Muscles that are perhaps too tense. I would recommend that you pursue a treatment that has a foundation in intentional relaxation. I know a sound therapist, if you are interested. We went to school together, but she pivoted from becoming an ENT into sound therapy to incorporate her more artistic endeavours into her work." "Does she make ear-shaped art?" "No, but she incorporates her music into her treatment," Dr. Abtan said, ignoring my amateur attempt at meeting her wit. She turned back to her computer, clacked away at her keyboard and clicked on her mouse. "There, I’ve set you up with an appointment for next Wednesday at 2pm. She’s just up the road in Petonia Hills, about thirty-five minutes from here." Dr. Abtan clicked a few more buttons on her computer, and then logged off, as if to say our appointment is now over . I stared at her computer, which now displayed a serene wallpaper of a beach at night. She stood up. I stood up to meet her, holding out my hand, for some reason, to shake hers, but she had already turned away and left the office. I sat in my $15 parking spot and asked myself what had just happened. I had seen an ENT specialist, was the answer, but Dr. Abtan had been a whirlwind of mystery, and I wasn’t sure if I felt disappointed, frustrated, or amused. I sat for a moment in the car staring into the middle distance. Then, a loud splat of a raindrop fell onto my windshield and the sound kicked off whatever dumb, miraculous mechanism that was in my ear to trigger a short but painful attack on my eardrum. Well, my middle ear , apparently. A few more drops. I started the car, pulled out of the parking lot, and started on the 45-minute drive home. I arrived at The Sound Collage in Petonia fifteen minutes early. Petonia Hills was a lot smaller than Boison. I didn’t have to drive through Boison to get there. Instead, I found myself on back-country roads, splashing through potholes, staring down a straight track that converged into a single point for about ten minutes. Then things had gotten a bit more interesting: a house here or there, a cloud in the sky now and then, a stretch without a pothole every few minutes. I parked at the Petonia library—the only library in town. With some spare time, I walked over to a café, got a coffee and sat by the window. Petonia was mostly a one-street town. Quite a difference from home, or from Boison. I watched a few cars come and go. I saw some kids run to the bridge past the library and throw debris over it into a river. It was quiet in the coffee shop, and I was unbothered. I felt at peace, to my surprise. Periodically, I checked my watch. My fifteen minutes were ticking away, and soon I would need to head over to The Sound Collage . I realized I was dreading it, somewhat. I was comfortable in my avoidance. But before long, my cup was empty. I popped a mint into my mouth, placed my mug in a tray marked Dirty , and walked out. I stepped into The Sound Collage . It was as if I had walked into an aquarium. Everything was cast in blue by what looked like antique Fresnel lights with tints on them. One light was on a rotating gyro of some sort that mixed in abstract shapes of white light, as if to simulate reflections in shallow water. The room was lined with shelves on each side of the door, supporting bowls of various sizes and small musical instruments. "Hello, there. How can I help you today?" "Oh," I said, gathering myself and my gaze, "I’ve got an appointment." "Ah, yes, from Dr. Abtan, correct?" "Correct." "Follow me," I followed her. "I’m Liz, by the way. I hope I can help you out today," she said from ahead of me. I followed her into another room, which seemed more focused on her practice than the storefront, judging by the massage table and the assortment of speakers and instruments before me. Already, I heard the gentle sound of white noise coming and going through several of the speakers. "Grab a seat on the table and tell me about what you’d like to work on today." I took a seat and looked around while I told her the story of the trouble with my ear. This room was a much warmer colour, with various salt lamps glowing at different placements around the room. Speakers were set up seemingly randomly on stands in a 360-degree radius around the massage table I was currently perched upon. "From what you’re telling me and what Dr. Abtan said, it sounds as though you may need to take up some kind of ongoing practice that helps with muscle relaxation for TTTS. That’s something we can try today." "Can you describe your practice for me before we start?" "Of course. A good question. Some people just dive in with no idea what this is about, or have a set of preconceived notions that end up closing them off from the healing powers of sound. "Sessions can be any length, really, but on average, they are thirty minutes. Usually, I conduct music through the speakers to cocoon my patients in calming sounds. These sounds can help the body relax, or in your case, especially the ear. "When I focus on the ear, a lot can happen, and we generally need to proceed with caution. Take a patient who has tinnitus—their sensitivity to sound, the ongoing presence of ringing in their ears, can bring about all kinds of challenges. In those cases, we work together to identify frequencies, tones, and sounds that are pleasant and stimulating, or even counteracting, to the ringing. "And to be quite honest with you, I haven’t worked with anyone who has TTTS. It’s pretty rare, and I have a fairly small clientele. So, in this situation, I suggest we begin with doing some sound exploration and then consider a bit of exposure therapy." "Like, you’ll create the same sorts of sounds that bother me?" "Yes. Ideally, we might even begin with that. I want to simulate the stimulus, as I like to say. We’d start with quiet sounds and find at what threshold the issue is triggered. What kinds of sounds are causing the discomfort?" "Usually higher-pitched sounds with a short duration. Like a pen lid snapping on, but louder, or, I don’t know, a hi-hat strike on a drum kit or another sort of sharp percussive instrument might cause it." "Are you comfortable proceeding with that? I can play out a few notes on some instruments here. You lie back on the table and simply raise your hand if the sound disturbs you." "Ok, let’s start with that," I agreed, although I suddenly felt powerless in making any decisions. Then Liz proceeded to cycle through various instruments. The sound of white noise was still washing in and out of various speakers around me, and I found that comforting. The massage table was comfortable as well, and once I got positioned, she laid a thin but warm blanket over me. "This is a cabasa. It probably doesn’t have the high attack transient that will trigger your ear, but let’s try it." I nodded. She played out a few sounds on the cabasa, and I enjoyed the sound of it. With my eyes closed, I tried to picture the shape and size of the instrument. I ended up picturing a strange conveyor belt being swept back and forth with steel brushes. "You like this sound?" I tried not to laugh at the question. It was true that I liked it. But I had never been asked something so pointedly and specific about a sound before. "Yes, I suppose I do," I said slowly and quietly, unsure if Liz could hear me over the white noise. "No problem there," she hummed. I listened as she rummaged around and then became still. Pop! went a hollow sound. I winced, but not in the way that my ear usually troubled me. She pounced. "Was that the TTTS?" "No," I said, "it was just loud." "My apologies. Let me decrease my strike." Several pop sounds followed in varying pitches and hollowness. I turned my head and looked. Liz was in her element, closing her eyes, and striking a set of woodblocks at different velocities and pitches. She opened her eyes, already staring at me. "Anything?" "No," I said, turning my head back and looking up from the massage table. I found something about the office ceiling panels to be a bit sad. Underneath all this warm lighting and custom detailing was a sterile office environment. "Let’s try claves," Liz said, interrupting my thoughts. A high-pitched, cutting sound. I flinched. That was it. Like a tiny soccer ball had been fired at my eardrum. "That was it, wasn’t it?" "Yes, that tone and frequency do it. But others do too." "Well, let’s begin with that. I’m going to compose a bed-track of gentle harmonies and then introduce the claves again at increasing volumes. I want you to do your best to welcome all the sounds into your ears. You are welcome to close your eyes, sleep if it comes, and of course, stop me at any moment if you grow uncomfortable." I reclined my head fully on the massage table. I looked at the tiled ceiling and then closed my eyes. Liz did as she said. Occasionally, I would hear her get up and move around the room to interact with another sound source. As she did, the bed-tracks would receive another layer on top of the loop of sound she was building. All her movements were graceful, part of the harmonies and melodies swirling through the speakers. I lay there for who knows how long. Loops came and went, while the white noise, like gentle waves, stayed present. Eventually, the claves entered. Their sound appeared as the call of a far-off, unknown animal in the woods. My mind was transported to a not unfriendly trail. I was surrounded by trees, the light coloured green by spring foliage. In my mind, I walked along this trail, listening for the sound of the animal that I could not picture. It moved through the woods, sometimes near, sometimes far. I could feel my feet twitch on the table, as I imagined myself walking. Someone was in the forest with me, alongside the animal. They were walking along the trail and I could hear them plucking a few notes on an instrument. They strummed a few chords and hummed a little ditty. It seemed that I was walking in circles—I could hear them ahead of me one moment, and then, later, behind me. But eventually, I caught up with them. It was a small man, with a large hat, nearly half the size of his torso. Hair spilled out on either side of the hat. He looked like something from a Renaissance painting, from the time before artists really understood perspective or anatomy. He had a puffy jacket on that was patched together with earthy colours, and a dark zipper up the front. In his olive green arms was an instrument. It was a kind of lute, I realized. As I walked toward him, he snapped out of his musical reverie and looked up at me in shock. "What are you doing here?" he asked. I couldn’t tell if there was anger in his voice, or if perhaps he just had that sort of thin, reedy voice that seemed like it could slap you across the wrist. "I’m on a healing journey," I said. My voice sounded hollow and strange here. I hoped I didn’t sound angry or out of place. The man looked at me, now with an imperturbability. His face relaxed, and he closed his eyes as he now spoke. "You can follow me, but we must not face. We may march, but if it is music you seek from me, from this space, then you, too, must perform." And with that, he did an about-face and started marching while playing. Now he fingerpicked a sad melody that rebounded off the trees, and seemed to come at me from all angles. I began to march and hum in time with the music. I couldn’t tell from the back of this man in front of me if he was even hearing my contributions. He simply marched on, plucking and strumming away, and even occasionally singing out in a strong, clear voice, as he did now: On and off, the man sang these lines over and over and nothing else. The first few times, I couldn’t quite hear the words, but as he repeated himself, I began to piece together the refrain. I followed the man without hesitation. His words struck me with a profound heaviness. With each step in my march, I clung to a new part of the refrain. I wrapped myself in the song. Soon, the surrounding music grew. The instrument he strummed on took on an electric energy. The lights of the sky bloomed in colours of orange, yellow, and green. Then, I heard new instruments join us, with each phrase of the man’s song. I dared not look back, lest I break the spell I was so happily under. First, I heard the additions of a rhythm section. A small marching band, perhaps, with multiple cracking snares and resounding bass drums. On the next section came the woodwinds, sailing over the rhythmic punching of the drums. Then, the horns came—but instead of appearing behind me in our formative marching band, they came from all directions around the woods, announcing themselves in the gaps of the trees. More instruments and sounds appeared, and I could not catalogue them all. I was enthralled by the man, still singing, still heard, marching in front of me. I wished to walk in step with him, but I knew to do so would cause all of this to come to an end. And so I continued marching. The music grew and soon a swell of crackling noise, deep in frequency, appeared underground. It grew faster than the music had, and soon I felt the earth trembling. Now was my chance, before it all fell apart—to step beside the bandleader, to ask his song to be sung into me, that I might take it deep into my soul. The ground was rumbling. I stepped ahead, faster, out of line. The noise grew in response to my move, and with it the rumbling, now thunderous. The ground cracked. I tried to take another step, but the earth itself split open, and the ground underneath us cracked and broke apart. I fell into an abyss of swirling colour. My body turned and twisted, hopeful to catch a glimpse of the man, his instrument, his voice. When I was able to look up as I fell, I saw that they were all still there, marching farther and farther above me. I could still hear the music, but it was fading out of earshot, and now only the noise remained, swelling, swelling, swelling… I sat bolt-upright. Liz looked at me in alarm. In her hands, the claves, having just been struck, drifted slowly apart from each other like two lovers who had just said goodbye. "Are you okay?" she asked. I looked at her, confused. I didn’t know where I was. I felt a lingering sensation of falling, and steadied myself with my arms on the table. The table—a massage table. I looked around the room at the speakers, the instruments, and finally at Liz. "I’m fine. I think I fell asleep. I had a dream." Liz’s eyes widened, and an energetic glow seemed to light her face. "Tell me about it." I shook my head involuntarily. I couldn’t say no out loud. All I could do was shake my head, prop myself further up, and swing my legs over the table to dangle a few inches above the floor. "That’s all for me for today," was all I could say. Liz looked at me questioningly, but said nothing. I felt awkward as she tidied up the instruments and tools she had gotten out while I lay asleep, and tucked them out of the way, clearing a path for us out of the room. I got up and marched after her, out into the front of the store. There I returned to the walls bathed in blue light, and I felt refreshed by them. Liz took up her spot behind the counter, as I had seen her when I first came in. She punched in the cost of the treatment and then told me my fee. I looked at her and then down at the register. Next to the payment terminal were some CDs. They were in handmade cases, shrink-wrapped. I picked one up. It had Liz’s name on it. "I’ll buy one of these, too." I stepped out of the store into a cold, cloudy afternoon. I got into my car, passing the café I had been sitting in not long ago. And yet, it felt like days, or even months had passed since then. What had happened in my sound-fuelled dream? I started the car. I pulled the shrink-wrap off the CD and tossed the garbage absentmindedly to the passenger-side floor before feeding the CD into the slot. I put the car in drive, and left for home. Over the sound of the engine and the rural road around me, grew the sound of a washing white noise, swelling, swelling, swelling.

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Chris Coyier 1 months ago

The Breakaway Moment

I know I’ve mentioned a ton of times: while I enjoy playing videos games sometimes , a little, I enjoy watching other people play them more . Even as a little kid. Like an awesome play date would be going over to a friends to watch them play. Perfect world, the friend would only play when I was watching, so I could see everything. Even more perfect, I could sidekick, referencing maps, looking up tips, keeping track of things, etc. I honestly thought I was just weird for a lot of my life. It was literally an oh cool I’m not weird at all moment when Amazon bought Twitch for $970 million in 2014, a platform for literally watching people play video games. It was like a mini version of learning that being introverted isn’t weird . For better or worse, I don’t have a lot of space in my life right now now to sit on a couch with friends watching them play video games. Probably better, honestly. I think my freetime is better suited for things that fullfill me in a little deeper way like music stuff and going for a dang hike. But now’a’days, naturally: YouTube. I can watch people play videogames on YouTube (I do actually like Twitch too, but only when the “live” aspect is additive, which isn’t usually). But you know what I don’t do? Hear about some new game that seems cool, and just go right to YouTube to check it out by watching a “playthrough”. What do I actually do? I buy the game, play it for a while, enjoy it, but ultimately give up, then I go to YouTube. That’s what I mean by the breakaway moment . This isn’t some moral high-ground where I soapbox about how gaming studios are losing money because people aren’t buying the game they are just watching it “for free” and my buying of the game is my way of feeling good about that. I think that’s an oversimplification and probably not even true. It’s just… that’s how my brain works. I think I can’t really get into a YouTube playthrough unless my own brain and fingers have played the real game itself and felt it. Then I can engage with the video somehow much quicker and on a deeper level. I just did this dance with Expedition 33: Clair Obscur . I bought it. Well, I was prepared to anyway, but it was included with my XBOX Game Pass. I played it for — I dunno ~7-8 — hours. But I wasn’t very good at it. Even though it’s turn-based combat, there is lots of timing involved and it’s the kind of thing I grow to resent. Like doing an action and needing to press a button at the exact right moment to enhance it, or an enemy attacking and you needing to dodge or parry at timing that is designed to be tricky . I don’t get as much satisfaction from getting it right as I get annoyed from missing it. Particularly when, as it turns out, perfectly-timed parries are all but required for winning battles and progressing in the game. It’s not that I dislike the mechanics, they just aren’t for me in the sense that most game mechanics aren’t for me. Maybe I’m just at a point in my life where I’m so frustrated by so many things that paying to be artificially frustrated is a no-go. But: I want to see the mechanics at work, I want to see someone master them, I want to see how the choices and progressions pan out. I really want to see the story unfold. Video game stories can be truly cinematic. So I’ll just experience them how works best for me. And apparently that’s trying the game myself, waiting for the breakaway moment, then off to YouTube it is.

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ava's blog 1 months ago

checking in -  november / december / january

Haven't posted pictures in a while! Here's fencing with friends in November. Watch my wife slip and fall (she was alright): Some of the nails I had in that time, but currently on a longer phase of natural nails: There was also my 30th birthday. I got a Cinnamoroll cake, among other things: And recently got some slippers: Reply via email Published 18 Jan, 2026

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Alex White's Blog 1 months ago

Goodbye Sparky

11 years ago my wife and I moved to Columbus, the first step in our post-college life. I had started my first "real" job as a software engineer, and my wife had joined a research lab at one of the hospitals. During a work day in the first couple of weeks of my new position, I remember ducking into the hallway to take a call. My wife told me she had found a very small kitten. He had been meowing non-stop in the bushes outside of her work, no signs of other cats around. I of course knew what that meant, and sure enough I was greeted by a cute ball of fluff when I got home that evening! We were cautious introducing him into our already full apartment (especially when you considered our leasing terms). The last thing we wanted to do was have our dog or other two cats scare the poor kitten. To that end, we setup a little fenced area in the spare bedroom and loaded it with toys. We slowly introduced the other animals and, after a few days, they seemed to welcome him. I had recently traded my old Toyota Yaris for a Chevy Volt and was all aboard the EV train (heck my pumpkin that year was carved as the Chevy logo). So when the question of a name for our new family member came up, I threw Sparky into the ring, and that's what we landed on. And boy did he live up to that name, so full of energy! Sparky was fast and so playful. He was easily the highest jumper in the world too. I remember we bought a toy that was essentially a stick with some wire and something on the end for him to bat at. He would scale walls to reach it, jumping halfway or higher up the wall before bouncing off. He would play so hard he would start panting, but still wouldn't be done! Sparky and I became inseparable, literally. He would ride around on my shoulder and sleep on my chest. At night, he would plop on my head and groom me for hours. He tended to get a bit too into his grooming though, leading to him biting my ear in the middle of the night! While full integration with the other 2 cats of the household took awhile, they eventually developed a deep bond. Bongbong, our older male cat, would get into grooming wars with him. They would both curl up together, taking turns grooming each other. This would escalate into "who can groom the best", until one of them finally ended it with a "boop" to the head, after which they would typically snuggle back up. Sparky became the de facto leader of the small group. The other cats would typically let him go first when it came to meals or catnip. All this to say, Sparky was a very, very good cat. 2 years ago a vet visit resulted in a cancer diagnosis for Spark. The vet gave him a few months, maybe a year if we were lucky. But the little guy was a fighter. I remember going to a checkup last year and the vet being shocked he was in such good shape. That winter his fur grew so puffy he looked healthier than ever. But we knew the inevitable would come. Last night Sparky took a turn for the worse, we knew the time had come. I said my goodbyes to him, telling him how much I loved him, and that he was a great cat. Just after 11:00PM Sparky passed away. We're all going to miss you little guy, you were a great friend.

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flowtwo.io 1 months ago

Stuff I Dug in 2025

The end of the year provides an opportunity to look back on all the media and entertainment I enjoyed over the last 12 months. I like taking some time to reflect on what had an impact on me, and why I liked it. It's fun to do during the holidays when I generally have more free time to write. So without further ado, here's my favourite music, film, and TV from 2025... Speyside is off of Bon Iver's 2025 album SABLE, fABLE. It's a relatively straightforward composition—just an acoustic guitar, some violin, and Vernon's soft vocals. But the lack of elements allows each one to stand out and add exactly what it needs to the sound. Each twang of the guitar rides along with Vernon's crooning in beautiful harmony. And small breaks, the sonic negative space, gives breathing room for the lyrics to sink in. A minimal masterpiece, in my opinion. I've been a fan of Milky Chance since university. Their first big hit, Stolen Dance , was one of my favourite songs back in those days, which was like...2013. Damn. In the (many) years since, this German duo released several more albums and EPs. I've always found a few tracks on those releases I liked. Their sound has stayed consistent—spaced-out, electronic folk rock. It's funky and easy to get lost in. Their latest release, Trip Tape III , is a continuation of their Trip Tape series. As the name implies, they're mixtapes instead of a proper album. They contain covers, unreleased demos and original songs all blended together into a perfect lazy-day-on-the-beach soundtrack. Or a summer road trip. Or playing pickleball with your Uncle. Whatever it is, they make good vibes. I had Trip Tape III on repeat for months this year. I love Camouflage , Million Dollar Baby , and Naked and Alive —all standout tracks for me. So for this stellar mixtape, and for continuing to deliver these upbeat indie vibes for over a decade, Milky Chance is my artist of the year. First off, this guy's name isn't Barry, it's Joshua Mainnie. Secondly, I'm unsure whether he can swim or not. But what I am sure of is his ability to make incredible dance music. Barry's—err, Joshua's —first album, When Will We Land was a launching point for his career (no pun intended). It received praise for the vibrant, "organic" sound superbly crafted by Mainnie. It's upbeat, unruly and has plenty of variety. Barry Can't Swim released his second album, Loner , this summer. It's reminiscent of his first album in all the right ways. Samples, beat patterns, and instruments all layered into an evolving melody that blends seamlessly as the album plays out. It's all danceable but feels very raw and emotional at the same time, probably because of the heavy use of vocal samples. Loner opens with the insanity inducing The Person You'd Like to Be , a sort of sonic ego trip that includes positive affirmations from robots and drawn out chords that sound like sirens. But after this crazed start, Mainnie takes us on a ride to a daytime dance party. Kimpton is bouncy and bright, complete with horns, steel drums, and some sort of chanting chorus. Things start to mellow out near the end of the album— Like It's Part of the Dance is a favourite of mine. I watched Past Lives while on vacation last February. I'd heard good things about it—it premiered in 2023 and received lots of praise, including Oscar nominations for Best Picture and Best Original Screenplay. It was one of those stories that leaves you with an odd nostalgic feeling afterwards, and not only because it's a story about childhood love. It's also the way the movie is structured; It takes place over 3 periods separated by 12 years in between: 1999, 2011, and 2023. Thus it provided a bird's eye view into the main character's life at these different stages. You see how she grows up and how certain paths she takes have ripple effects years into the future. It all just made me think about about quickly we age, and how our life will only ever play out once. I also appreciated how un-Hollywood the story was. It doesn't end with any grand gestures or dramatic rekindling of a childhood love. It ends very realistically, just a quiet goodbye between two friends and an acknowledgement of life's what if's. Life will take you in many directions but you'll always carry your memories (or, past lives) within you. Okay, so I first watched Blackberry back in 2023 when it came out in theatres. But I re-watched it earlier this year, so it still counts. Matt Johnson is a Canadian director best known for his television series Nirvanna the Band the Show . It's a hilarious mockumentary series that stars him and co-creator Jay McCarrol conspiring to get their band—named Nirvanna the Band —a gig at the Rivoli. It's one of my favourite TV shows of all time. Not just because of it's hyper-local setting and comedy, it's also a uniquely funny show. Blackberry was Johnson's "breakout" film in the sense that it was his first with a multi-million dollar budget. It received critical acclaim and numerous awards at the Canadian Screen Awards. And rightly so, because it's a masterfully executed film. Johnson carefully interweaves his signature fast-paced comedy into a real story about the rise and fall of one of the landmark technologies of the 21st century: the Blackberry. It was dramatic, nerdy, and seriously funny at the same time. just casually showing up for your movie premiere in sweatpants and a Jays T-shirt In 2025, Johnson premiered his next film, Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie —a spiritual successor to the TV show. I unfortunately haven't seen it yet; I'll have to wait for the theatrical release in early 2026. I really appreciate Johnson's love for his home and how he stays true to this in his work. He wants to change the idea that Canada is just a cheap place to film American movies and TV. It's also a place with it's own stories; stories that deserve to be told. I'm looking forward to seeing what Johnson will sink his teeth into next. I read he's directing an Anthony Bourdain biopic and a Dungeons & Dragons movie. I didn't watch too many documentaries this year to be honest. In any case, my selection for the most impactful documentary I watched is The Present . And fortunately for you, it's available in it's entirety on YouTube. It's a short, but beautiful film about Dimitri Poffé, a young man from France who was diagnosed with Huntington's disease in his 20s. The documentary follows Dimitri's bikepacking journey across Central and South America in an effort to raise awareness for the disease. As a novice bikepacker, the premise was enough to hook me. But it turned out to be much more than just another YouTube bikepacking recap. Overlaid with an incredible monologue from Dimitri himself, The Present focuses on time, and specifically the time we have here on Earth. What we can do with it and what we're capable of. It was really moving and sad at times, but ultimately it delivers an important message that anyone could benefit from hearing. Adventure becomes a way to feel truly alive. It becomes a way, even for a moment, to stop the ticking clock of life — Dimitri Poffé I'm not finished Demon Slayer yet, but this has undoubtedly been the most entertaining TV I've watched all year. Normally I'm not a huge fan of Anime, but I decided to give this show a try based on a recommendation from a friend. Demon Slayer is an adaptation of the Japanese manga series of the same name, published between 2016-2020. The anime is a few years behind, so it only concluded in July of this year. It's action-packed, it doesn't take itself too seriously, and the art direction is wildly creative. Demon Slayer takes place in a fantastical version of Japan full of demons and demon slayers, all of whom have a flair for the dramatic. If you're like me and haven't watched much anime, then the dialogue might throw you off a bit. It's very...explicit. Every character states their intentions and actions directly, either out loud or as an internal monologue. It can sound a bit melodramatic at times. Overall—it's a really fun show to watch. only downside is Zenitsu is the most annoying character on television Seth Rogan's The Studio was a rollercoaster ride of a series. The concept is probably the easiest thing to get greenlit from a studio, Hollywood loves a show or film about itself. The cinematography stands out for me; the show is mostly composed of long running shots and dialogue driven scenes. And it moves along at a breakneck pace—always tense and on the verge of collapse. This makes for good comedy albeit with an elevated heartrate. I also loved the music in The Studio . The show uses an original score of mostly drums with only small flourishes from other instruments at key moments. This percussion-heavy soundtrack complements the show's pace and emotionally-charged dialogue so well. Episode 2, The Oner , exemplifies all the best aspects of The Studio . It takes the extended shot theme to it's extreme by filming the whole thing as a single shot. Not only that, the episode is about a movie set where the crew is attempting to film a single-shot sequence. So it's all very meta and self-aware. It's completely unhinged and disastrous due to Rogan's character (the studio executive) trying to be helpful but accomplishing the opposite. It also establishes the kind of person he is for the rest of the series—idealistic, friendly, but lacking self-awareness. It's hilarious TV, give it a watch if you're looking for a laugh.

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Justin Duke 1 months ago

Eternity

Love isn't just one happy moment, right? It's a million. And it's bickering in the car, and supporting someone when they need it, and it's growing together, and looking after each other. It can't be denied that this movie isn't really, really funny. Some of the runners, such as the Korean War bit, or the pretzel bit, were just great laugh lines from a writing team — and I think the film's willingness and steadfastness not to engage in the minutia of the framing device and its acting mechanics was a very smart choice, because that's really not what the movie is interested in whatsoever. In general, I think this movie wa sa success and I attribute that success to the script's unwillingness to take the easy way out. I appreciated that all three vertices in our little love triangle are fairly flawed in different ways: The movie fades in quality in the few instances where it stoops to melodrama - mostly in the middle act, which any viewer is going to know beat by beat, and therefore goes on entirely too long and with way too few laugh lines. Given the audaciousness of the framing device, the movie did not quite take full advantage of its visual possibilities. The little sequence of Elizabeth Olsen gaping between eternities was legitimately cool, as long as you didn't think about it particularly hard — but the most beautiful and interesting parts of the film were in the junctions themselves, rather than the paradises. (Perhaps that is a deliberate metaphor.) The movie that comes most readily to mind, having watched Eternity, is Palm Springs : also a high-concept rom-com that never takes itself too seriously and has legitimately hilarious moments 1 And a bit of sloppiness. which, in a different world, probably could have been a massive box office success — if its goal was, at all, to land in the box office. This is a vehicle largely for Miles Teller and Elizabeth Olsen to be charming: and while they share almost zero chemistry, their individual charisma makes up for it, as does a great collection of complimentary performances from their surrounding cast. (The movie also owes a lot to The Good Place, of course, but Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind which is perhaps winkingly echoed in the title.) This is not high art — nor is it pablum. I want more of these films! Elizabeth Olsen isn't given much to work with, but the text of her character has a little bit of scuminess, and she sells the pathos strongly enough. - Miles Teller's character is, for sure, guilty of everything that his rival accuses him of - in the same way that we all have a little self-interest burrowed deep in our heart. - And Callum Turner's character is clearly has some anger problems and a bit of subtextual one-dimensionality — the traits that you do ignore as a 25-year-old newlywed, but would grate on you after 65 years of marriage.

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