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Bliki: Interrogatory LLM

When we need an LLM to perform a complex task, we often need to feed it a lot of context. Coming up with a design for a new feature requires descriptions of how we want the feature to appear to the user, guidelines on how it should be implemented, information on external systems to consult, and so on. All this can be several pages of markdown. The obvious way to do this is for a human to write this context, but an alternative is to use an LLM to write this context after interviewing a human. The way I can do this is to prompt the LLM to interrogate me. It should ask me all the questions it needs to create this appropriate context. I can feed much of the information it needs, and tell it other sources it needs to consult if it can't figure those out itself. Once it's done, it can then create the context report for another session (perhaps with another model) to carry out the next step. I first saw a decent description of this approach in Harper Reed's blog . A striking element of his approach is insisting that the LLM ask only one question at a time. (When I tried it, I found it needed to be frequently reminded of this.) Another way to use an interrogatory LLM is to give it a document, such as a software specification, that captures knowledge about a domain - and then ask the LLM to interview a human expert to determine if the document is accurate. This is an alternative to getting the human expert to read the document to review it. People often find reviewing hard, so a conversation with an LLM might be more fruitful, particularly if the document isn't well-written. Naturally we can use both of these, using one interrogatory LLM to build a document, then using other interrogatory LLMs to review it with other experts. The above is getting an LLM to create or assess context for a particular use of an LLM. But the technique is more broadly applicable. I've become a natural writer, someone who finds the process of writing an essential part of thinking. To really understand something, I need to write about it. But different people are different. Many folks find writing hard, often very hard. This can be a real problem when we need to get information out of someone's head into a form that other humans can consume. Maybe such people would find it easier to ask an LLM to interview them than to write a document themselves. Certainly the result will have that tang of AI-writing that folks like me shudder at - but that's better than not having the information itself, either due to rushed writing or no writing at all.

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DYNOMIGHT Yesterday

What’s with all the slide decks?

News from the world of real jobs: Apparently, sometime between 10 and 20 years ago, it became standard for people to communicate by sending slide decks around. These slides are never presented. They aren’t intended to be presented. They’re born, they’re sent around, and they die. What? I stress, the question is not why (or if) people give bad presentations . The mystery is why everyone is using presentation software for communication that is not a presentation. Is it because we’re all dummies? I’m putting this theory first because I suspect that you, beloved readers, will favor it. True, if you ask people why they make slides instead of writing, they’ll usually say, “because nobody wants to read”. So there’s that. But I don’t consider this much of an explanation. Dummies though we may be, we’ve been like that a long time. If we entered the Slideocene 15 years ago, why then? Why not before? Did we get worse at reading? The Discourse seems to have decided this is true, but is it true, or just moral panic? Since 1971, the US has tested 13-year-olds to measure long-term trends in reading ability. This shows a slow improvement until 2012, then a slow decline, and finally a post-COVID drop. The declines seem too small and too late to explain our mystery. Since 2000, PISA has tested reading performance in 15-year-olds around the world. This shows a decline on average, but it’s smaller in rich countries and nonexistent in the United States. (It’s the same story for science and a bit more negative for math .) Among adults, data is scarce. Basic literacy is generally improving , and American time use data shows a decline in reading for pleasure from around 23 minutes per day in 2003 to around 16 minutes per day in 2023. But this seems to miss time people spend reading on their phones. So it’s unclear if people got worse at reading. It feels plausible that people now spend less of their adulthood grappling with complex written arguments, and so got worse at that. But there’s little firm evidence. Another obvious theory is that we now have computers and software and the internet. Without these things, it would be impossible to email slides to each other. This seems relevant! Yes, but we had those things for a while before slide culture really took hold. And think about the situation before computers. Photocopiers were ubiquitous in corporate offices by the mid-1980s, and mimeographs were around decades before that. If slides were really that great, people could have made them by hand. But no one did. Of course, making slides by hand is inferior. But it’s not that inferior. So slides can’t be that big of a win. And… that’s pretty much the end of the obvious theories. None of them are very satisfying. So let’s take a step back. Historically, how did the slide-as-document displace the memo? As best I can tell, this was driven by management consultancies. If you go back to 1960, they delivered detailed written memos. The memo was the product. They’d likely give a presentation as well, but that was a separate ancillary thing, likely done using flipcharts or chalkboards. In the 1970s, the memo was still the product, but consultancies started to enforce a top-down logical structure (the Pyramid principle ). Presentations shifted to acetate transparencies. Both memos and presentations often included hand-drawn graphics like the nine-box or growth-share matrices. In the 1980s, the memo was still the product, but presentations became increasingly lengthy and polished. Expensive computers like the Genigraphics started to be used to generate charts. The 1990s were when things started to shift. By then, PowerPoint was everywhere, and junior analysts were expected to create presentations themselves. Consultancies gradually started to notice that (1) clients didn’t always read the memos; (2) clients loved slides and passed them around long after the presentation was over; and (3) creating a memo and a polished presentation was a lot of work. They put more and more effort into the slides. McKinsey especially evolved towards treating slides as the primary product, and mostly stopped writing long memos. Other consultancies followed. During the 2000s, slides became even more ornate. Consultancies evolved their formatting rules, and created fancy data-dense charts. They learned that a 200 slide deck made clients feel like they got a lot for their money. Gradually, they oriented their entire business around slides. Projects would start with managers creating a template presentation with “ghost slides” and assigning different parts to junior analysts. Soon, this spread outwards, both from people who interacted with consultants and from the ex-consultant diaspora. People everywhere started thinking and communicating in slides, and now everything is slides, yay! That story makes slides-as-documents sound inevitable: People liked them, so they became popular. But there’s an alternative timeline in which we resisted the slide into slide maximalism. That timeline is Amazon.com, Inc. In 2004, Jeff Bezos famously instituted a no-presentations policy at Amazon. His logic was that slides hide poor reasoning and are a tool to persuade rather than inform. Instead, everyone involved with strategic decisions at Amazon needs to learn to write a six-page memo. Meetings begin with everyone sitting and silently reading one of these memos. Presentation software is not banned at Amazon. The ban is only for using it for internal meetings and decision-making. They use slides for external communication. There is no policy that prohibits someone from making slides and emailing them around. And yet, people don’t make slides and email them around, because it’s not part of Amazon’s culture. In effect, Amazon is a counter-movement. Most of the world decided that slides are good, because slides are easy. Bezos decided that writing is good because writing is hard. There are millions of articles explaining why Bezos’ policy is pure genius. They claim that constructing a narrative requires deeper analytical thinking and exposes flaws in logic. I want to believe those theories. I now realize they’re very similar to some of my arguments for why writing with too much formatting is bad. I’m not sure if writing is the secret to Amazon’s success. But Amazon is successful. This demonstrates that slide life is a choice, not technological destiny—institutions can choose writing over slides and flourish anyway. Warning: If you like your theories simple and mono-causal, you aren’t going to like this. Slides are a win, but a small one. The shift to slides wasn’t a “mistake”, it happened because people like it. But if sharing slides outside of presentations became illegal, this wouldn’t cause per-capita GDP to crash. That’s why people didn’t scratch slides into mimeograph stencils back in the 1950s. It wasn’t worth the modest effort. When computers and software showed up, it became easier to share slides. But people didn’t immediately shift to slides-as-documents because the win isn’t that big, because culture changes slowly, and because everyone had pre-existing skills for reading and writing documents. Consultancies happened to be in the economic niche with the strongest selection pressure to evolve towards slides-as-documents. So when making slides became cheaper, they shifted. Slowly, that norm spread outwards, people got used to communicating in slides, and here we are. Institutions can resist that norm and still be successful. If you take modern people and force them to read and write, they do just fine. Humans evolved to learn and communicate in a fragmented, interactive, and visual style. It’s hard to argue that any shift in that direction is a catastrophe. Except blogs. The decline of the blog must be arrested.

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ava's blog 3 days ago

a little note on the choices we make

When I think something is bad, immoral, unethical, harmful, evil - or whatever may apply - I neither do it in private or in public. I don’t just adhere to this rule of not doing it when I’m by myself, I also don’t do it when I’m with others, regardless of whether they might do that thing and would think it’s more comfortable for them when I partake as well. That’s what’s at the core of living within my own moral boundaries and values. Yes, it might be difficult at times or offend people, but at least I neither feel like a hypocrite nor a coward. I stay true to myself and my behavior aligns with what I expect from myself and how I wish others lived. I cannot force anything they don’t want on them, but I can lead by example and enforce my own boundaries. Do what you want, but I will not do it. You compromising on your understanding of what’s right and wrong simply to appease others and not stand out is sad. You are betraying yourself and what you stand for for very little, temporary gain, and you rob others of being challenged and inspired. It also makes me wonder if you really stand behind what you preach; if you truly think something is cruel and unacceptable, you would not try to find loopholes to still keep doing that thing, and then pointing fingers as to who made you do it or what exception counts. No more excuses pointing at what others are doing, how your behavior has no impact and how hopeless or hard it is. Hard things are worth doing. It’s time that you show some respect to yourself and stop putting off making some decisions and sticking to them. Your trust in yourself erodes when you keep making promises to yourself you don’t keep. Aren’t you fucking sick of seeing other people live the way you want to? You don’t have to feel inadequate, guilty, jealous or like a hypocrite in their presence. You can avoid feeling like you have to justify yourself if you commit even for just a month and go from there. Take inspiration from the people you admire and ask them for help. Find your own path that’s similar to theirs if that’s what works. You made yourself do that. Take someone accountability for your actions. You have a choice every time. Reply via email Published 11 May, 2026

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re: Hey you, start communicating!

David writes about the importance of reaching out to the author of blog posts and starting a conversation, I 100% agree! I love when something I write resonates with somebody, and more often than not it turns into a continuing conversation. I see this blog-o-sphere as it's own little world filled with friends across the world. I recently ran across a blog that belonged to a Youtuber. On the "about me" section they stated the following: NOTE: I don't answer any personal questions - Please don't send me emails. This does not sit well with me. What's the point of creating if not to spark conversation and meet others? At that point, it feels like you're just in it for the adsense revenue. The internet doesn't need that, it needs community (now more than ever). I don't have a problem with people making money off of their work, but it shouldn't be the only motivation. So reach out, send an email, even if it's just a "hello". I promise, you'll make the other person's day!

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Kev Quirk 3 days ago

Hey you, start communicating!

by David Jamieson David talks about why it's good to reach out to authors when you read their content. Even if it's just to say hi. Read post ➡ Hard agree with David's comments here - he and I regularly exchange emails, actually. I try to reach out to authors whenever I read something that resonates with me. I'll also try to share their work via posts like this too. For me, blogging is the original social network; just because we're on our own spaces doesn't mean we can't be socially connected. That's why I offer comments, and a reply by email link on all posts, including my RSS feed. So yeah, start communicating! 🙃 Thanks for reading this post via RSS. RSS is ace, and so are you. ❤️ You can reply to this post by email , or leave a comment .

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Brain Baking 4 days ago

Another Triumph For Blogging

In 2021, my Canadian friend Peter Rukavina sent me a sample of his letterpress printing work that also acted as the official membership card of The Pen & Pencil Club of Prince Edward Island where he lives. These virtual fountain pen chats during COVID had me stay up very late but it was all worth it. I met Peter through other blogger friends present in another weird random Zoom call I jumped into on a whim that turned out to be first Dutch Obsidian knowledge sharing meetup. Virtual friends of friends are obviously also my virtual friends. In other words, it was a true Triumph For Blogging ! Since then, almost five years have passed, but in true blogging fashion, we’ve kept up with each other’s lives through RSS and email. When Peter blogged that he was coming to Belgium—to Liège to be exact, which is only half an hour from where we live—it’s as if the blogging gods decided it was time we finally met in person. Peter & I in Bistro Mentin in Liège. I can’t possibly express in words how it felt to finally meet someone in person for the first time—someone you somehow know quite intimately. You know their hobbies, you’ve peeked into their garden, kitchen, and living room, you know what they like to listen to and read, you know their grief and grievances with their local government. You know what EV they’re driving and why, you know their professional history, their parental struggles, and their preference for all things tangible. You know they recently broke their elbow, how they recovered, you know about their cycling trips, and most of all: when their first daffodil appeared in their garden . The weirdest thing is the fact that they know all these things about me as well. Except for the daffodil: that was more than a month ago, if I recall correctly. We immediately started chatting about all of the above without even a hint of initial social awkwardness that is customary when chatting with a complete stranger. After all, Peter is anything but a stranger. Perhaps only a “physical one”? As Peter mentioned in his blog —he beat me to it, so with his permission I stole the photo Lisa took of us—It was indeed lovely to finally meet in person. Another Triumph For Blogging! Related topics: / blogging / By Wouter Groeneveld on 10 May 2026.  Reply via email .

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iDiallo 6 days ago

Hi stranger

I'm at home, sitting on the kitchen table. I just took my boys to school and I'm about to start my work. I'm writing this message directly to you. And you are reading it. Hello! Isn't that funny? I've been trying to write consistently, and it gives the impression that I am this serious person with some serious insights. But no, I'm just writing. Sometimes you respond, you send a nice email, other times it's complete silence. It ends up being like an entry in a journal, for me to stumble upon at a later date and reflect: "Oh yeah, that's what I was thinking that day." My job is a 2 hour drive away, so I rent an office close by. There I can focus and clearly delineate work time from home time. I don't like working when I'm home with my family. So I have some time to talk to you. Last year, I spent some time digging through my server logs to find who is reading me. I wanted to know who you are, and why you are interested in reading me? But I can't get an answer from just reading the logs. Instead what I found is that you and most other people come here via RSS. My rough count shows that there are 10,000 of you, or at least 10,000 unique IP addresses that ping the websites whenever I write something new. There are around 2,000 people subscribed via popular RSS readers like feedbin or Feedly. 1,500 of you also subscribe via email which I have neglected this year. It's weird because this data is invisible most of the time. I forget that when I write something, anything, the odds are that someone will find it intriguing. In fact when I look deeper into the logs, I see people are referred by other blogs I never heard about. And they mention me by name, "and then Ibrahim said this or that." It feels so personal. I often forget that this is all so human. That, what we call the small web is people not just writing, but telling us something. When I have an insight, or read something interesting, I'm telling you about it. Not directly, but in an asynchronous way. You get to know or read about it on your own terms. The small web has never died, it feels like it did at some point because it has remained small. But I don't think I want it to become any bigger, or any louder. It's right where it's supposed to be. I'm breaking the 4th wall today just to say Hi. How are you? I hope you are doing well. The world is weird sometimes, but you are not invisible. I see you. I hope you are having a good day.

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ava's blog 1 weeks ago

cutting off my mother was so worth it!

An update to this . All this time, I either tried to find a good time to do it and delayed it, or told myself I could make it work for the rest of her life. It could get better, we have good times sometimes, and I could deal with seeing her once or twice a year, right? I thought everyone wins in this scenario: I fulfill my expectation as a daughter, I don’t have to take a drastic step and have difficult conversations, and I don’t lose out on a possible future change in our relationship. I get to be normal and have somewhat of a family left. But I just lost without fully realizing the scope of it all. Now that it’s been a while, I feel silly for not having done this sooner. Having her in my life even peripherally seems to have dragged me down so much in ways I didn't even know. It held me back to an intense degree. I feel so much better now! Looking back at it, it was even worse than I had been aware of. I accepted behavior I would have rejected otherwise, because it was still better than the worst abuse, or sandwiched between the good. I’d just shrug off comments that now, I would look at you in shock and immediately ask you to leave. Things she’d never say in front of others, or to others. I made excuses that she was just clumsy in her words or it’s just her way to show care, but now finally removed from all of this, I see so clearly that I was the target of unrelenting resentment all the time, unashamedly so. All that she ever saw in me were things she disliked about herself and my father, a walking reminder of a depressing phase in her life, and she could never hide it or move on from that. I completely underestimated how much even just experiencing and accepting this every few months altered how I see and treat myself. I thought as long as I limited contact and didn't live with her, it would be fine. But subconsciously, I showed myself that it’s okay to treat me that way. I was complicit; I let myself down, I didn’t stand up for myself, I ignored my needs and wants, and I made myself small, rolling over without any resistance. I had chances to evade it, put an end to it, but I was cowardly and stayed anyway. I prioritized a damaging relationship over my mental health. This eroded trust in myself and just made it okay for me to treat myself badly in some aspects too. An abusive relationship, especially to a parent, affects everything in life: How you carry yourself, how you speak, how much energy you have, what you believe you can do, the types of people you surround yourself with, the treatment and opportunities you accept. It directly negatively affects your success in education, work, hobbies, and other relationships! So many people who grew up in an abusive household end up in abusive workplaces and toxic relationships for this reason! Keeping the contact up didn’t maintain a relationship at all, it just kept a wound open; one that could get triggered by workplace discussions or conflicts. Without contact and this festering wound, I feel so much more confident now to speak up, to ask for what I want, to push back and not prioritize the comfort of others to an unhealthy or excessive degree. I feel more comfortable with the idea of people not liking me or what I do; I owe this directly to no longer having to tiptoe around my mothers’ feelings and not having to be the one to adjust my behavior to avoid outbursts. I am a lot less nervous around social interactions now because I am no longer resetting my progress every few months by meeting someone who always sees the worst in me and others. I am no longer normalizing this sort of stuff to myself. Best thing I ever did! You can’t change or save them. They’re grown adults who choose to be this way - either completely, or knowingly hiding it until you’re in private. Let them be miserable! Let them reap the consequences of their actions. It’s not like your attempts at conversations to change your relationship or their behavior helped long-term. They know what the problem is and had enough chances; at some point, if you don’t put up walls, they know there is no consequence for their disrespect. Why would they treat you better when treating you badly gives them satisfaction and access to you still remains intact? You’re a good punching bag. Don't wait until they're dead. No one gives you all these years back that you have wasted sticking around for their abuse. No one gives you a medal for enduring this bullshit. You could die before them, and then what? All this time you stay, you could feel free instead, love yourself, be cherished and supported by others, and let the decisions in your life reflect that - more peace, better work, better finances, better relationships to others and yourself. 10/10 move, would recommend. Now I have a nicer family - my in-laws and friends. I am thriving. Reply via email Published 07 May, 2026

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Into the gap

It is right that the murder of many people be mourned and lamented. It is right that a victor in war be received with funeral ceremonies. Tzu & Le Guin, Tao Te Ching , page 38 H ow are we to prevent war? asks Virginia Woolf in the winter of 1937, as photos of the Spanish Civil War pile up on her desk, with their broken bodies and broken buildings, and Hitler and Mussolini gather forces to the east, and her own government’s war budget reaches new extremes. War, she asserts—and you will agree—is a horror, a terror that must be stopped. As well we know, confronted as we are with real-time video of genocide in Palestine, the massacre of school children in Iran, a fascist leader not abroad but in our own demolished house, asserting his right to make war wherever he likes, whenever he wants, including in our own cities, as armies under other names murder and disappear our neighbors with impunity. But, Woolf asks, what is she to do, what are the daughters of educated men to do in the face of that horror? And what are we, generations later, working women and their allies, how are we to stop it? It’s a good question, and we must spend some time trying to answer it. Woolf begins by considering how women might influence the decision to go to war and we may well begin with the same. To influence, we must have some knowledge to impart, some skill in speaking of it, and a listener who would hear us. We have some knowledge—the knowledge that war is a horror, the knowledge that when a missile falls from the sky and rends bodies into pieces that a terrible evil has been done. We can speak of this too, can point to the photos and videos that flit across our screens, children with missing limbs begging for food amid the ruins. These are images and reports of atrocity, undeniably and unequivocally. Yet who would listen, and how? Where can these words be spoken? Here we find we are in some trouble, for the supreme form of speech in our time is not words but money, both in legal doctrine and in fact of order, with our media controlled and manipulated by an obscenely wealthy few who have gobbled up platforms and papers and perverted them to their own aims, aims that seem very much in favor of war, for war has ever been the commander of wealth. When we speak against war we find our words drowned out, lost in the deepfakes and the advertising, the psyops and the slop, the stock market reports, the casual declarations of war crimes, the oil futures, the gilded festivities, the chattering and nattering among a purportedly progressive political class concerned with the appearance of civility but indifferent to its obligations. No knowledge moves through such mediums, only information, a ravening, unending stream of data in which knowing anything is nigh impossible. And such is that information that it is frequently as odious as the war it both directly and indirectly leads to: racism, misogyny, eugenics, transphobia. (That last a word that implies fear or aversion when the reality is much more violent, both speech and act that seek to eliminate a people whose courage in seeking their own liberty is among our brightest beacons.) But are these notions not the collaborators and soldiers of capital, and so of war? Are not racism and misogyny the masked recruits who go door to door, kitchen to bedroom to workplace, demanding labor and loyalty and love from an underclass who are threatened with suffering and death if they do not deliver it? Toni Morrison, whose words we may yet remember, said: “And they never, ever thought we were inhuman. You don’t give your children over to the care of people whom you believe to be inhuman….They were only, and simply, and now interested in the acquisition of wealth, and the status quo of the poor.” 1 Racism and eugenics were invented to justify the colonization of Black bodies just as sexism justified the enclosure of women’s. 2 The racists and misogynists of today work the same power: they create a world in which a few wealthy men dictate the material conditions of the lives of millions of others who must serve them, who toil for scraps, whose every step, however small, towards more freedom is violently and immediately resisted, and with overwhelming force—an impulse that you will agree is very much like the impulse to war. Look no further than the disproportionate attack on DEI, an effort that saw not to upend capitalism but merely to lightly expand the number of people who might not be entirely crushed by it, but which has been met with an extraordinary campaign to cancel huge swaths of scientific research, retract life-giving knowledge of medical care, hollow out our universities, purge career civil servants and leaders of the armed forces, and to eviscerate the federal workforce 3 —upending millions of lives and leaving our federal government, already poor from decades of neoliberal retreat, unable to deliver on the basic requirements for the life and liberty of its now abandoned public. That the federal workforce has long been one of the best chances for a comfortable life for Black and brown women excluded from comparable employment in the private sector is of course no coincidence. Meanwhile, the barons of the private sector have likewise backed down from even superficial concern for equality, and now demand such extreme fealty to their enterprises that only someone with no caretaking responsibilities whatsoever—with no care at all, not even for themselves—could possibly meet them. “Influence must be combined with wealth in order to be effective as a political weapon,” 4 Woolf concludes, and we grieve that the only change we can see in the century since is that the gap of wealth has widened, the effectiveness or lack thereof become only more extreme. Woolf was a member of the propertied class, but it was in her lifetime that women earned the right to their own property and were granted access to professional work, such that they might not be entirely in debt to their fathers and husbands. And yet in her time women secretaries were said to be routinely “fagged out” in the afternoons because they couldn’t afford a proper lunch. 5 Today, our food pantries work overtime to feed the working poor, people who work full time and more but don’t make enough to buy bread. Those who do make enough to live on do so in awareness of their intense precarity, the knowledge that they are one illness or storm away from ruin. And even the wealthiest worker has little compared to the investor class pushing for war, those who see war not as an abomination but as yet another opportunity to increase their bloated purse. What is our wealth compared to the billions spent on fighter jets, the $2.5 million spent on a single Tomahawk as it tears through a school full of little girls? What is our wealth compared to the mind-boggling quantities spent on the drones and satellites that make death as easy as clicking a button from the safety of a desk on the other side of the world? The same flick of a thumb can reduce a hospital to rubble or post a racist meme, often one right after the other. What is our wealth compared to the record-breaking $1.5 trillion requested for the military, a military that is already the richest on the planet ? Trump : “We have a virtually unlimited supply of these weapons. Wars can be fought ‘forever.’” So if money is influence, our relative influence has waned with the rise of the billionaire class. Woolf, recognizing the same, turns her attention instead to education. For if perhaps enough money cannot be mustered to prevent war, then learning—with its values of intellect and reason and enlightenment—may work in our favor, inasmuch as learning grows those faculties of reason, and reason is quite the antidote to the unreason of war. But again we find a problem. In Woolf’s time, while women have ostensibly been permitted into the colleges, they remain excluded from universities, and the women’s colleges are beggarly compared to those gleaming towers. Nor have women been permitted to adorn their names with the same letters and credentials that the men claim, a factor that keeps them from competing for the jobs that require them. It seems that the colleges are less places of learning than they are places of acquiring prestige, a prestige that is fiercely defended and protected, for prestige is a strangely fragile creature who can live only in scarcity and when exposed to too many of its own kind withers and dies like a tree choked by vines. And today? Well, women have torn down the gates to the universities, that much is clear. Women make up a majority of all college students in the US, and would be an even greater portion were it not for policies that directly work to balance the gender of student bodies . But that tearing down has been met by what can nearly be termed a war itself: a livid and indignant assault on places of learning from the men who want war, aiming at what has become the heart of the university, its beating and bloodied endowment. And the universities have, nearly to the letter, capitulated and retreated in the face of that assault, trading away centuries of purported intellectual freedom in order to protect the money needed to continue to operate, as if operating without that freedom was worth any money at all. Woolf writes: Is that not enough? Need we collect more facts from history and biography to prove our statement that all attempt to influence the young against war through education they receive at universities must be abandoned? For do they not prove that education, the finest education in the world, does not teach people to hate force, but to use it? Do they not prove that education, far from teaching the educated generosity and magnanimity, makes them on the contrary so anxious to keep their possessions, that “grandeur and power” of which the poet speaks, in their own hands, that they will use not force but much subtler methods than force when they are asked to share them? And are not force and possessiveness very closely connected with war? Woolf, Three Guineas , page 193 We see that same force and possessiveness in our own time: billions extorted from the universities, while the universities call in cops in riot gear —gear so named because when worn it inspires one to riot—to descend on students protesting genocide in Palestine. A great irony this would be, if irony were not the first casualty of war. For these brave students were met with war while exercising their right to protest the same, a right which past wars have been fought to defend but in which we seem to have retroactively declared defeat. Places of learning are always the first target of the fascist, because they are places that might counter the propaganda and pseudo-culture that leave us either pacified and accepting of their scraps or else fighting each other instead of fighting those who would start a war. Learning and thinking —a skill the billionaires are trying to supplant with machines that purport to think for us —are a challenge to the illogic and madness of war. To see an image of the broken bodies and broken buildings, to hear the testimony of those who lived, to have the skill and fortitude to ask how this could have happened, who benefits from such a horror, and how they might be stopped—for they must be stopped—is to exercise a lively mind and spirit, one capable of making the imaginative leap between the way things are and the way things ought to be. That interrogative and thinking mind is a threat to the fascist, who needs you to see things only as he does, who needs you unthinking and unquestioning, because only an unthinking and unquestioning mind could possibly accept the horrors of war. Only a mind so subdued by slop and propaganda and advertising, a mind unpracticed in observation and inquiry and imagination—only such a mind could be complacent as its pockets are picked to fund that most terrible of horrors. And so at last we turn to the workplace, as Woolf does, not in the hope that we might make enough money to counter the warmongers—for we have done the math, and no matter how hard we try, there is no chance of that—but because work is where we may, if we’re lucky, earn enough to keep a roof over our head and food in our belly, both of which are necessary to be able to think and act in the world. And we must be able to think, to remember that war is a horror, to resist being anesthetized by the memes and the vapid statements to violence. But here we find a curious contradiction: on the one hand, we are threatened with a lack of work , with our jobs taken over by machines who will never know that war is a horror, because they cannot know anything at all. On the other, high-pitched edicts that we must work so hard that there can be no time to think of anything else, no time to consider how these pictures of broken bodies and broken buildings came to be. ( Musk : workers “need to be ‘extremely hardcore,’ logging ‘long hours at high intensity.’”) How can both of these claims be true? How can the investor class simultaneously threaten us with no work, and, at the same time, threaten us with too much? It seems they fear equality more than hypocrisy. Perhaps we should also fear the disposition that the professions—which women fought so hard to enter, and now must fight so hard in which to stay—train us for. Here again is Woolf: And those opinions cause us to doubt and criticize and question the value of professional life—not its cash value; that is great; but its spiritual, its moral, its intellectual value. They make us of the opinion that if people are highly successful in their professions they lose their senses. Sight goes. They have no time to look at the pictures. Sound goes. They have no time to listen to music. Speech goes. They have no time for conversation. They lose their sense of proportion—the relations between one thing and another. Humanity goes. Money becomes so important they must work by night as well as by day. Health goes. And so competitive do they become that they will not share their work with others though they have more than they can do themselves. What then remains of a human being who has lost sight, and sound, and sense of proportion? Only a cripple in a cave. 6 Woolf, Three Guineas , page 258 It’s interesting to think with Woolf about our current march towards war, as the differences between her time and ours are revealing as much for what hasn’t changed. She wrote at a time when women were still largely excluded from professional work, from universities, from the armed forces. We read her today as women with one or more degrees, with careers, many of us carrying medals won in war zones and the scars to prove them, many of us with pips on our collar, credentials as long as those held by the men who guarded the libraries from the presence of women in Woolf’s time. But in both eras our presence in these places seems to have inspired an extraordinary, and extraordinarily violent, response. The assault against diversity programs is so out of proportion to those programs’ actual impact that we must admit something more elemental is going on: women’s presence in previously precluded spaces (and it is important to note that it is white women who have been the greatest benefactors of diversity initiatives, and Black and brown women who now suffer the greatest costs of their retreat) has inspired a level of violence among a small group of rich, insecure men that they will lay waste to the whole world before they will consider sharing their table with women as equals. Their own self-worth is so mean and spare that it withers when it comes into contact with those who do not bow and bend in their presence. The armed thugs marching through our streets, the speeches about force, force in our own cities, force elsewhere in the world, soldiers rechristened as “warfighters,” all of this is an assertion of manhood, a manhood reduced to nothing more than domination in all things, a masculinity that can see itself only in the violent oppression of others, whether that is other countries, other cultures, other races, other genders, or the more-than-human world. As Jamelle Bouie notes , “the vision of the world here is the vision of a rapist.” We are forced to conclude that to be in possession of a great deal of money, to be in a position of great authority, whether over an institution of learning or of government or of business, is to be in favor of war. The prestige and power that accompany both rank and great wealth—wealth which in our own day has grown so large as to be incomprehensible—also engender an instinct to possession and to the violent and disproportionate defense of that wealth. While we, who have neither great rank nor great wealth, know war to be an abomination, a horror through and through. Yet we can never hope to compete with the warmongers in either arms or cash, in prestige or status. So what are we to do? We must refuse to compete at all. We, with our empty hands , know it is right to mourn and lament the murder of many people. And so we mourn, and we lament, and we demand that our would-be leaders stop this incessant and evil warmaking. Are those demands enough? It would seem not. It would seem that despite great opposition to war , despite great risk to our economy, to our own safety as we shred our oldest and strongest alliances, that our demands for an end to war land on ears not deaf but blocked, stoppered with ego and greed and lust for domination in all its forms. And perhaps this should be no surprise. For why would a class of people so threatened by the mere presence of women in their schools and governments and workplaces ever open their ears to those women’s demands? Our speech must be a very great threat if they are so unwilling to hear it. So to speak against war is necessary—necessary for us to speak so with one another, so that we do not forget that war is a horror—yet insufficient. It is not enough to speak against war, for the warmongers, with their infinite money and infinite weapons, cannot hear us against the drums they so loudly bang for war. We must look elsewhere for the path that leads away from here. When Woolf was writing, women were precluded from the armed forces, and so could not refuse war by refusing to fight. We today are not subject to the same prohibition. We find ourselves among the ranks of soldiers both on our own soil and on many others. We have not earned the same respect, for many of our brothers seem to believe we have been put there solely for their use and abuse , and others—the same people who drive us to war, who claim no reason for war save war itself— work to exclude us once again . Yet women make up roughly a sixth of the armed forces , and perhaps as much of the forces in our streets. 7 Here is perhaps our greatest opportunity to halt the march to war. For we have it within our power to refuse to fight. We who know that war is a horror must refuse to raise a gun or fly a jet or steer a drone heavy with death into homes and hospitals and schools. We must refuse to go door to door in our own cities dragging people without warrant or reason into filthy, inhumane, and hastily built camps—for as sure as killing is a part of war, so too is gathering people up and locking them away. We must drop guns and kevlar and gas masks and walk away from the field of war, whether that field is distant from our homes or just down the street. We may look here to the courage of those like Ella Keidar Greenberg , an Israeli who, at 16 years of age, signed a pledge refusing to enlist in the military and was then, at 19, jailed for that refusal. “Refusal is the imperative,” she speaks, and we who have not plugged up our ears to reason and wisdom can yet hear her, and agree. For to make the horror of war with your own hands is to become a horror yourself. 8 This is easy to say for the great many of us who do not fight in war, who have not raised guns or donned armor or placed hands on keyboards and rained death on schools and hospitals from afar. But the imperative to refusal remains: we must refuse to lend our hands or minds to war, in whatever way we can. And so we must also refuse to work for war, to use our labor to make the technology of war, whether of weapons or of surveillance or of detention, whether that technology is used in our own streets or somewhere afar—for any technology used afar will come home soon enough, as we see with the militaries in our streets, outfit with cast offs from so many wars abroad. 9 We must not lend our hand to the making of guns or missiles or drones, of targeting systems or intelligence databases, of satellites that scour the planet for schools and hospitals, of algorithms that prescribe processes for murder, processes that promise to scrub their operators clean of the blood that follows but which will haunt them, nonetheless. Is this enough? It is not. For war is such an enormous undertaking—witness the trillions of dollars, an amount of money too big to think with—that it seeps into nearly every part of the economy. The same servers that summon servants to your door are used to surveil the people of Gaza; the same newspaper that brings details of the war to our eyes and ears also perpetuates a story that the greatest hardship of war is the price of gas at the pump. The same so-called AI that makes it easier to prototype a website is simultaneously being used to generate enormous quantities of racist and misogynist slop that treats war like a spectator sport. The same university that teaches the history of war also pays millions in bribes to the warmongers, while making a concerted effort to erase trans people from the very same history books. If we are truly committed to not working for war, we must not work for any of it. Not for the weapons manufacturers or the drone makers or the algorithm authors; not for the papers or the products or the schools. Perhaps you will think I am being too harsh. Perhaps you will say, but this is my only way of making a living, of keeping a roof over my head and my children’s heads, of feeding and clothing my loved ones. After all, we have also noted how our publics have been decimated by the very same men who push for war, men who have likewise colluded to raise prices on milk and eggs, who have transformed homes into commodities, such that we who had so little money compared to them seem every day to have less and less. Already our food pantries work overtime feeding the working poor, and we rightly fear every cough and tooth ache, every flutter of our overworked hearts or tiny lump beneath our skin, for medicine is increasingly a privilege reserved only for the rich. How could we refuse work under such conditions, when work is increasingly scarce? Here we must pause and again wonder at that scarcity. For it is a curious thing that work is becoming harder and harder to come by, that what work there is is often so poorly remunerated we must visit the pantries for bread at the end of the workday. Or, if it pays well, it does so under the constant threat that it could end at any moment, that it will end soon enough. Is it not the case that the men who loudly bang the drums for war, who build the technologies of surveillance that are used both to round people up and to aim missiles on their backs, who pollute our skies with satellites and insert themselves into the field of war as if they were heads of state themselves, states of ego and greed and impunity—are these not the selfsame men who declare we no longer need workers at all, that one machine can do the work of dozens? And do they not declare, out of the very same mouths, with the very same breaths, that those few workers who remain must work themselves to the bone, must work every waking hour they can, must eschew rest and play and leisure for the work is too great to put down for even a moment? And do they not also say—for as we have seen, those with more money have more speech, and seem ever to want us to hear them—that it is immigrants who are taking away all the jobs ? (A dog-ate-my-homework excuse, if there ever was one.) And meanwhile there is so much work that needs doing but isn’t being done: our schools overcrowded, our farms short-handed, our streets and bridges crumbling, our parks neglected, our clinics overrun, our laboratories empty. This is not to say that the scarcity isn’t real. It is real enough, as the lines at the food pantries attest. But it is manufactured ; it is built bolt by chip by screw by a billionaire class who want workers who complain neither of their warmongering nor of their whip. On the one hand, they threaten us with no work at all, with the misery and penury that comes from a lack of work, and therefore a lack of the means of living. On the other, they demand endless work, a work that wipes out all other avenues for thinking and being, that leaves us programmable and programmed, no space left in our minds for thoughts they haven’t placed there. Are we to merely acquiesce, to accept their scraps and the miserable conditions attached to them? Surely not. For if we accept these conditions, will they not impose even worse upon us? Will they not keep increasing their demands and decreasing our pay until we are working ceaselessly, and for nothing? What would compel them to stop? Already we have seen that their greed for money and for power is so voracious it will tear through buildings and through bodies, it will murder many people, it will poison the air and the soil, it will bring great storms upon us. So there must be an end, and it is only we who can bring that end about. So I say again we must refuse to work for war. But I do not wish you any hardship. If the only work available to you is the work of war, or work that has been perverted to the aim of war—and I am trusting that you have done your best to find other work, to make your living in a manner that does not end the lives of others—then there remain yet other avenues to take. Here you must gather with your colleagues and comrades, for the work against war is not solitary. You must first speak and be heard by each other, know that you are not alone in recognizing that war is an abomination, a great and terrible horror. For while speaking into the networks and the platforms is like speaking to the wind, your words tossed away from you before they can reach your own ears, we still have the ability to speak to our colleagues and to our neighbors, to speak unmediated and uncensored with each other. To speak with our mouths and with our hearts and with our lively, imaginative minds. To say, war is a horror, and I will not work for it, and are you with me? Can we speak together? Can we move and act against war hand in hand, and right here, where we stand? Here we see a great many of our kith and kin already stepping up. We can look to workers at Amazon , Google , Salesforce , and others who demand that their work not be used for surveillance, mass deportation, drone warfare, or genocide. We can look to the hundreds of workers at Thomson Reuters who raised alarms after learning that their company was selling data to ICE, prompting shareholders to demand an investigation . We can look to the community in Monterey Park, California , who successfully organized in favor of a ban on the construction of data centers—after noting that in addition to being polluting, noisy, energy guzzlers, such data centers also fuel ICE’s violence against their own neighbors. We can look to the Harvard graduate students currently on strike, whose demands include protections for international students at risk of deportation. We can look to the twenty-four attorneys general who have filed more than seventy lawsuits aimed at stopping the administration from waging war at home. And we can look to Luanne James, a librarian in Tennessee, who when asked to remove books from her library—books flagged for such transgressions as “female empowerment” and “following one’s dreams”—said, “ I will not comply. ” For is not censorship likewise a tool of war? Haven’t the book burners and the warmongers always been the same people, with the same aim? Are not slop and chatbots who care nothing for veracity the new tools for censorship—censorship by means of pollution rather than prohibition, but the ends are the same. James was subsequently fired for her dissent. 10 Refusal always invites consequences. But then so too does compliance, and often very grave consequences at that. Here we may heed the advice of the veteran scientists who resigned from the National Institutes of Health after it was gutted by the Trump administration. They implore , “Please decide where your red line is so you can choose to act before the line is already behind you.” There is risk here, of course. Organizing is, in theory at least, a protected activity and legally you may not be retaliated for it, but we have seen who the law protects and who it bends and breaks for and have no confidence in it protecting the likes of us. But there is risk no matter what we do or do not do. To be alive, to have a body vulnerable to gun and missile and chemical weapon, to famine and to thirst, to penury and hardship, is to be at risk; only the dead are relieved of the risk of harm. Your employer may punish you for organizing, but what is that risk compared to the risk of being complicit in war? The risk of knowing yourself to be someone who helped rain death on schoolchildren, who helped imprison your fellow workers in filthy detention camps, who helped program people’s minds to be numb to atrocity and horror? For you will know what you have done. Even if your daytime self can wrap you up in comforting excuses and justifications, can be lulled by the distractions and the advertisements and the television that anesthetizes your conscience, you will know it in the dark of the night. Our dreams know where we have gone wrong and they will never let us forget it. 11 But perhaps even this risk seems too great. You know your circumstances, and you know the ways the investor class has of keeping your head down. You cannot be fairly asked to put your own life, or your kin’s lives, on the line. And yet you are not without the ability to work against war, even in these difficult times. For you can work against war while seeming to work for it. Perform your work diplomatically while leaking information to the press, so that those on the outside who are safe from retaliation may organize in your stead. 12 Look for ways to gum up the works; raise concerns and questions and show where plans are short, where steps have not been thought out, where coordination is insufficient. Do not meet expectations but dash them, show them to be shortsighted or foolhardy, lacking sufficient detail; make those who set them doubt their own understanding of the world (as they try to sow doubt in you). They have made this easy on you, the warmongers and profiteers, by foisting unpredictable and inconstant machines upon you and mandating their use, by setting irrational milestones that could never have been met even by those who tried. Right there is a ready-made excuse for why the work could not be delivered as asked—your hands were tied. Do the work if you must, but do it dragging your feet, do it always on the lookout for ways to slow down the march to war and so give others the time to stop it. Does this gall you? It galls me. We ought not to have to spend our energy, what little and precious time we have on this earth, denigrating and diminishing our own skills. It is a violence to the self to do our work poorly. But against the alternative—against setting those same skills in the making of war—it seems a small sacrifice, and a necessary one. For it is not only your skill in, say, design or management or engineering that you may exercise. It is also the skill of refusal, the skill of refraining from making war in all its many and terrible forms. And that too is a kind of work, a good work, work that all of us can do. For there is one weapon that only we possess and which the billionaires and the warmongers can never take from us. One weapon which so frightens them they will twist their words into knots, they will spend the entirety of their vast fortunes trying and failing to convince us that we don’t possess it at all, they will claim over and over and without evidence that it is vanishing before our eyes even as it remains right there in our hands, clear and plain to hearts yet open to the world: the refusal to work. To refuse is a creative act. What is created in a refusal is a gap, a space, a moment in which something else makes ready to emerge, something that waits upon our invitation and a bit of water or sunlight to pop itself out and set down roots. To refuse is to create that which can only exist in the shade of that refusal, the refusal giving shelter to the choice that appears behind it. To refuse is to choose. In that choice, we find ourselves in the gap, in the place where no one has programmed our thinking, no one has told us what to do, no one has left any instructions or orders that we must follow. No one stands ready to answer our questions or to assign us tasks or to relieve the anxiety of being alive to uncertainty, for this has always and ever been the only way to be alive. In this gap is not one choice but many, a myriad of choices, for from here on out there can be no prescription, no map or plan or diagram. Only one step, and then the next. Yet we are not without skill or art. In fact, it is our art which is most at need here, our art that helps us imagine how things could be different, how we could work not for war but for peace, and for liberty, and for care for all our kin in all the kingdoms. How we could live with one another if prestige and missiles and extreme wealth were relegated to the history books, where they belong. It is our art, the art of painting or drawing or sculpting or dancing or making music or writing—and while all the arts are needed here, I will make a special plea for writing as that which so often gives us new worlds to think with—that we can think with the question of what we are to make with one another when we refuse to make war. For to refuse the work of war is to choose to see things as they really are, and as they yet could be. This is a choice we make most strongly when we make our art, when we bring our keen attention to the world and do not flinch from it, do not numb ourselves to it, but rather look at it squarely and know that however things are, they can—they will —be otherwise. What could our work become when it isn’t the work of death, of domination, of separation and detention and surveillance? What is our work when we give up seeking wealth and prestige—which no matter how hard we work, we can never have enough of? What is our work when we do not accede to orders from above but make choices with each other? What is our work when we see it not as a way to make a wage but a way to make more life , not only for ourselves, but for everyone? What becomes of our work if we work for the living? To refuse is an ending; an ending to our work being used to rend buildings and bodies, to massacre schoolchildren, to surveil and capture and detain. To refuse is a beginning. To turn away from the work of war is to turn toward the work of making a living world, work that does not answer to the billionaires, with their slavering, unending greed, but which only answers to each other. The gap that we create with our refusal is not void but potential, not emptiness in the sense of want but empty as a bowl or bag is empty, as an ear cocked to a speaker, a pair of hands cupped and raised to the roiling and darkening sky. From A Humanist View , a speech given at Portland State University in 1975. Quoted in Táíwò, Reconsidering Reparations , page 6. Táíwò adds, astutely, “Racism was only ever a smoke screen.”  ↩︎ “[I]n pre-capitalist Europe, women’s subordination to men had been tempered by the fact that they had access to the commons and other communal assets, while in the new capitalist regime, women themselves became the commons, as their work was defined as a natural resource, laying outside the sphere of market relations.” Federici, Caliban and the Witch , page 97  ↩︎ For just some examples of these efforts, see Unbreaking’s explanations of the assaults on the federal workforce , medical research funding , and trans healthcare .  ↩︎ Three Guineas , page 170.  ↩︎ Ibid, page 404.  ↩︎ This is clearly a reference to Plato’s cave, and the comparison hits a little harder in our own time: the shadows on the cave wall have been compressed to the mirrored screens we hold in our hands.  ↩︎ A since-deleted page on the ICE website says that women made up 15% of law enforcement officers employed by ICE as of 2023 ( archive link ). That the page has been deleted perhaps says something about how little ICE cares for the women in its employ.  ↩︎ The Center on Conscience and War reports that it has seen a 1,000% increase in US service members interested in becoming conscientious objectors since the start of the Iran war. Mike Prysner, the Center’s director says, “I haven’t heard from a single caller who said, ‘I’m scared of dying in a war I don’t believe in.’ All of them are scared of killing people in a war they don’t believe in.”  ↩︎ Aimé Césaire termed this the “boomerang” effect .  ↩︎ A legal defense fund has been set up to help James contest her termination.  ↩︎ In The Third Reich of Dreams , Beradt reports that those who worked against the Nazis had dreams of fierce hope, while those who collaborated and capitulated were wrought by nightmares of terror and humiliation.  ↩︎ The Freedom of the Press Foundation maintains some good advice on how to protect yourself while sharing information with the press—including the counsel to avoid visiting this link from a device your employer controls.  ↩︎ View this post on the web , subscribe to the newsletter , or reply via email . From A Humanist View , a speech given at Portland State University in 1975. Quoted in Táíwò, Reconsidering Reparations , page 6. Táíwò adds, astutely, “Racism was only ever a smoke screen.”  ↩︎ “[I]n pre-capitalist Europe, women’s subordination to men had been tempered by the fact that they had access to the commons and other communal assets, while in the new capitalist regime, women themselves became the commons, as their work was defined as a natural resource, laying outside the sphere of market relations.” Federici, Caliban and the Witch , page 97  ↩︎ For just some examples of these efforts, see Unbreaking’s explanations of the assaults on the federal workforce , medical research funding , and trans healthcare .  ↩︎ Three Guineas , page 170.  ↩︎ Ibid, page 404.  ↩︎ This is clearly a reference to Plato’s cave, and the comparison hits a little harder in our own time: the shadows on the cave wall have been compressed to the mirrored screens we hold in our hands.  ↩︎ A since-deleted page on the ICE website says that women made up 15% of law enforcement officers employed by ICE as of 2023 ( archive link ). That the page has been deleted perhaps says something about how little ICE cares for the women in its employ.  ↩︎ The Center on Conscience and War reports that it has seen a 1,000% increase in US service members interested in becoming conscientious objectors since the start of the Iran war. Mike Prysner, the Center’s director says, “I haven’t heard from a single caller who said, ‘I’m scared of dying in a war I don’t believe in.’ All of them are scared of killing people in a war they don’t believe in.”  ↩︎ Aimé Césaire termed this the “boomerang” effect .  ↩︎ A legal defense fund has been set up to help James contest her termination.  ↩︎ In The Third Reich of Dreams , Beradt reports that those who worked against the Nazis had dreams of fierce hope, while those who collaborated and capitulated were wrought by nightmares of terror and humiliation.  ↩︎ The Freedom of the Press Foundation maintains some good advice on how to protect yourself while sharing information with the press—including the counsel to avoid visiting this link from a device your employer controls.  ↩︎

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Heather Burns 1 weeks ago

The language is leaving me

I love this short open-access paper from danah boyd where she suggests shifting the term we use to describe social media.

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Brain Baking 1 weeks ago

I'm Sorry Dear Journal 18; It's Not Me It's You

I’m sorry dear Journal Number 18 but we have to cut our relationship short. It’s not you. It’s me. No wait. It is you. It’s not me. You left me wanting more. You undercut my ideas by having me adhere to your stupid lines. Your shrunken-down format compared to the previous journals seems to also limit the potential of the ideas I want to store inside you. The more pages I fill, the more dread I feel; having to juggle the fountain pen and the thick but little book trying to get something down without having it turn into unreadable scribblings. And it often did turn into scribblings: scribblings I didn’t want to re-read meaning my ability to combine and ruminate diminishes as well. Journal Number 17 and 16 before that performed their duty flawlessly. Why do you keep resisting my pen? And where is your flap at the back of the journal that allows me to store stamps and torn-out notes temporarily transferred from other papers? Yes I know, it’s cool to be able to literally tie a knot with the leather straps to close you. But you know what, I prefer the quicker elastic bands. You’re supposed to be a notebook. That means you’re supposed to reduce friction, not increase it. Number 19 (left) that's succeeding the failing Number 18 (right). I didn’t want to say goodbye. I hate having to leave the blank pages inside you blank. I can’t bear the thought. In addition, you’re already immortalized in a photo next to the handmade fountain pen . But because of your persistent rebellion, I failed to journal for months and months, leaving me ashamed and frustrated. My wife finally convinced me to permanently close you. I feel so relieved. So yes, it’s not me. It’s you. Since your retirement, I’ve been writing more. Can you believe that I actually re-inked three fountain pens? Even my pens were suffering inside a drawer somewhere, waiting and wanting to be touched again. For your successor, I reverted to the well-known blank Leuchtterm notebook, even though the paper quality can be better . I’m happy now. I can feel my thoughts flowing, I can catch the flowing thoughts, and I can let them compost and rework them. I am thinking about stickers. I pasted a few scribblings of the daughter in there. Number 19 is big enough to handle all this without having to resort to drastic measures involving a scissor. The ink doesn’t do unexpected things. I can rest my hands where they should rest instead of having to wrestle with you because you always had the knack to close while I was still writing. Goodbye, Number 18. In the coming months, we’ll briefly reconvene for your official digitisation—at least, the one-third that’s reluctantly filled. Then, you can join the other retirees in the class-covered cabinet. I have learned my lesson. Fuck ruled pages. Related topics: / journaling / By Wouter Groeneveld on 7 May 2026.  Reply via email .

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The Shapeless Unease

Struck by the sudden and untimely death of her cousin, and distressed by the terrible political order, Samantha Harvey finds that she cannot sleep. There is nothing wrong with her, or there is everything wrong with her, or there is everything wrong in the world—in the grief that has passed and in all the grief that is yet to come. Mordant and morbid, suffused with anxiety, The Sleepless Unease is as much a meditation on being in a world marked by intolerable uncertainty, global-scale grift, and constant noise as it is about that most basic human need. A worthwhile companion on many a sleepless night. View this post on the web , subscribe to the newsletter , or reply via email .

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My Blog Principles

Read on the website: There’s a bunch of guiding principles I follow when blogging to ensure what I do is kind to others. Here are some.

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iDiallo 1 weeks ago

Editing my LLM assisted Articles

Last year, I used AI to help me write articles. As I've mentioned before , it's convenient when you are doing so because it saves you time. But the problem comes up when you try to quote those articles back. Whatever you think you wrote is not what's in there. I always cringe when I read them back. As I've said before, I'm rewriting those articles so that they capture my voice, and so that I can actually quote the real thoughts I had in mind at the time of writing. I will show you exactly what the article looked like before and after. From prompt, to the final post, and the new edit. Prompt: Feb 4th, 2025 on DeepSeek I am writing a blog post, help me refine it . It should be a fun read that helps convince readers that building useless tools is part of the journey and career growth. Programmers don't use calculators, they build them and abandon them 3 quarters completed. The start of a project is always exciting. You have an brilliant idea, you have the skills to build it, and you have a blind spot. This blind spot propels you into a journey of excitement, setting up the project, deciding on frameworks, paying for AWS servers. You even get to test some of your ideas in a prototype version of your project. As you keep building the project, and resolving the low hanging fruits, you realize that it takes more than the CRUD part to bring your project to life. This is where we start making excuses. The clearer the blind spot gets, the more we lose interest. Resistance is the secret to creating a collection of abandoned projects. Early in my career, i found myself with a brand new life altering idea several times a week. My weekends were spent in front of a laptop, typing away on my IDE and testing an idea. I have to admit I often get distracted by creating meta code, like a ORM that should be ultra efficient, or a html parser that will allow me to use custom html tags that automatically render into components in real time. At the end, I have a robust framework with 3 quarters of an application that is getting less and less exciting. But this is not a warning call to tell you your idea sucks and shouldn't work on it. It's a confession to tell you that those useless projects are exactly how developers hone their skills. We are tricked into wanting to change the world by our own mind. But the result is that we end up learning new marketable skills. I wrote about the importance of kids playing before, it helps them hone physical skills that you can't learn from a book. You have to climb the monkey bar at the park to develop the strength of your arms. In that same way, we need to build 3 quarters of a calculator to learn how to properly compartmentalize your util functions DeepSeek "thought" for 38 seconds, and gave me a draft titled: "Why Building Useless Tools is the Secret Sauce of Developer Growth" . First Draft: Title: Why Building Useless Tools is the Secret Sauce of Developer Growth Hook: Programmers don’t use calculators—they build them, abandon them three-quarters finished, and then accidentally invent the next big thing while trying to fix a typo in the README. Every developer knows the rush: you’re struck by a “life-altering” idea (your 14th this week), and suddenly, you’re setting up repositories, debating frameworks, and buying AWS servers at 2 AM. The blind spot? You’re convinced this time, you’ll finish. Spoiler: You won’t. But that’s okay. “The first 90% of the project takes 10% of the time. The remaining 10% takes another lifetime.” —Ancient Developer Proverb (probably). That initial blind spot isn’t a flaw—it’s rocket fuel. It lets you ignore the boring bits (user auth, error handling, documentation ) and dive headfirst into the fun: prototyping wild features, inventing a “revolutionary” ORM named LazyLlama , or crafting custom HTML tags that’ll “change frontend development forever.” Sure, your enthusiasm fades faster than a free-tier server under load, but along the way, you’ve accidentally learned: - How to optimize database queries (to make LazyLlama slightly less slow). - Why shadow DOM exists (after your custom tag broke 14 legacy sites). As the blind spot clears, reality hits: your app needs more than CRUD and caffeine to survive. Suddenly, you’re procrastinating by rewriting config files or alphabetizing your npm dependencies. This resistance isn’t failure—it’s a teacher . Every abandoned project is a masterclass in: - Scope creep : “Wait, should the calculator also solve quantum physics?” - Tooling : “I spent 3 days building a CI/CD pipeline… for a todo app.” - Prioritization : “The login page can wait—let’s add animated emojis first.” Kids don’t climb monkey bars to “build upper body strength”—they do it because it’s fun. Likewise, developers don’t build half-finished tools to pad their résumés. We do it because playing with code is joyful . And just like kids, we walk away stronger: - That abandoned Twitter-for-Cats app taught you websockets. - The “ultra-efficient” ORM? Now you understand query optimization. - The calculator left at 75%? You’ve mastered state management… and humility. Your GitHub is a museum of “almosts,” and that’s beautiful . Every skeleton in your code closet taught you something. Remember: - Instagram started as a check-in app. - Slack was a gaming company’s side hustle. - Your Blockchain-Based Pet Rock project? It taught you smart contracts—and that not every idea needs to see daylight. The next time guilt whispers, “You never finish anything,” laugh in its face. You’re not failing—you’re iterating . The world needs developers who’ve climbed the mountain of “useless” projects, survived the valleys of tech debt, and lived to code another day. So go ahead: build that calculator. Abandon it at 75%. Then use what you learned to accidentally create something actually world-changing. Final Thought: The only thing better than a finished project? A dozen unfinished ones that turned you into a coding wizard. Call to Action: What’s your favorite abandoned project? Tag it #UselessButBrilliant and confess your coding sins. We’ve all got a LazyLlama in our closets. I've made some edits, asked to remove the headings, and this is what I got: Title: Why Building Useless Tools is the Secret Sauce of Developer Growth Programmers don’t use calculators—they build them, abandon them three-quarters finished, and then accidentally invent the next big thing while trying to fix a typo in the README. Every developer knows the rush: you’re struck by a “life-altering” idea (your 14th this week), and suddenly, you’re setting up repositories, debating frameworks, and buying AWS servers at 2 AM. The blind spot? You’re convinced this time, you’ll finish. Spoiler: You won’t. But that’s okay. That initial blind spot isn’t a flaw—it’s rocket fuel. It lets you ignore the boring bits (user auth, error handling, documentation ) and dive headfirst into the fun: prototyping wild features, inventing a “revolutionary” ORM named LazyLlama , or crafting custom HTML tags that’ll “change frontend development forever.” Sure, your enthusiasm fades faster than a free-tier server under load, but along the way, you’ve accidentally learned how to optimize database queries (to make LazyLlama slightly less slow) or why shadow DOM exists (after your custom tag broke 14 legacy sites). As the blind spot clears, reality hits: your app needs more than CRUD and caffeine to survive. Suddenly, you’re procrastinating by rewriting config files or alphabetizing your npm dependencies. This resistance isn’t failure—it’s a teacher . Every abandoned project is a masterclass in scope creep (“Wait, should the calculator also solve quantum physics?”), tooling (“I spent 3 days building a CI/CD pipeline… for a todo app”), and prioritization (“The login page can wait—let’s add animated emojis first”). Kids don’t climb monkey bars to “build upper body strength”—they do it because it’s fun. Likewise, developers don’t build half-finished tools to pad their résumés. We do it because playing with code is joyful . And just like kids, we walk away stronger. That abandoned Twitter-for-Cats app taught you websockets. The “ultra-efficient” ORM? Now you understand query optimization. The calculator left at 75%? You’ve mastered state management… and humility. Your GitHub is a museum of “almosts,” and that’s beautiful . Every skeleton in your code closet taught you something. Instagram started as a check-in app. Slack was a gaming company’s side hustle. Your Blockchain-Based Pet Rock project? It taught you smart contracts—and that not every idea needs to see daylight. The next time guilt whispers, “You never finish anything,” laugh in its face. You’re not failing—you’re iterating . The world needs developers who’ve climbed the mountain of “useless” projects, survived the valleys of tech debt, and lived to code another day. So go ahead: build that calculator. Abandon it at 75%. Then use what you learned to accidentally create something actually world-changing. The only thing better than a finished project? A dozen unfinished ones that turned you into a coding wizard. I've retitled it, removed the headings from the draft, edited it down, and published this version: Article Published on March 6th, 2025: Every developer knows the rush. You are driving and suddenly you’re struck by a “life-altering” idea (your 14th this week). At the next red light, you record an audio while driving, avoiding eye contact with what clearly looks like a cop’s car. At 2 AM, you wake abruptly remembering the recording. Now you’re setting up repositories, debating frameworks, and buying AWS servers in the middle of the night. The blind spot? You’re convinced this time, you’ll finish. Spoiler: You won’t. But that’s okay. Programmers don’t use calculators. They build them, abandon them three-quarters finished, and then accidentally invent the next big thing while trying to fix a typo in the README. That initial blind spot isn’t a flaw. It’s rocket fuel. It lets you ignore the boring bits (user auth, error handling, documentation) and dive headfirst into the fun: prototyping wild features, inventing a “revolutionary” ORM named LazyLlama, or crafting custom HTML tags that’ll “change frontend development forever.” Sure, your enthusiasm fades faster than a free-tier server under load, but along the way, you’ve accidentally learned how to optimize database queries (to make LazyLlama slightly less slow) or why shadow DOM exists (after your custom tag broke the browser's rendering engine). As the blind spot clears, reality hits: your app needs more than CRUD and caffeine to survive. Suddenly, you’re procrastinating by rewriting config files or alphabetizing your npm dependencies. This resistance isn’t failure. It’s a teacher. Every abandoned project is a masterclass in scope creep (“Wait, should the calculator also solve quantum physics?”), tooling (“I spent 3 days building a CI/CD pipeline… for a todo app”), and prioritization (“The login page can wait—let’s add animated emojis first”). Kids don’t climb monkey bars to “build upper body strength.” They do it because it’s fun. Likewise, developers don’t build half-finished tools to pad their résumés. We do it because playing with code is joyful. And just like kids, we walk away stronger. That abandoned Twitter-for-Cats app taught you websockets. The “ultra-efficient” ORM? Now you understand query optimization. The calculator left at 75%? You’ve mastered state management… and humility. Your GitHub is a museum of “almosts,” and that’s beautiful. Every skeleton in your code closet taught you something. Instagram started as a check-in app. Slack was a gaming company’s side hustle. Your Blockchain-Based Pet Rock project? It taught you smart contracts and that not every idea needs to see daylight. The next time guilt whispers, “You never finish anything,” laugh in its face. “You’ve got the wrong fellow,” you answer. You’re not failing, you’re iterating. The world needs developers who’ve climbed the mountain of “useless” projects, survived the valleys of tech debt, and lived to code another day. So go ahead: build that calculator. Abandon it at 75%. Then use what you learned to accidentally create something actually world-changing. The only thing better than a finished project? A dozen unfinished ones that turned you into a coding wizard. It sounds very much like any LLM, and I couldn't stand reading it. At the time, I was trying to save time with my heavy schedule of writing every other day for a whole year. But I ended with this. If you read it, it captures the idea I was trying to share. As far as being functional, it did exactly what it was supposed to do. But it wasn't my human experience with the subject. In my new edit, I've removed things that do not sound like me. Phrasings that are awkward to me. I'm happy with the result. It's not a banger, but it captures my sentiment on why developers build calculators. Read edited article here (May 1st 2026) It's the only way to learn

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ava's blog 1 weeks ago

message to a friend / self-reflection

A few days ago, I wrote a reply to an email by my friend Cris, keeping each other updated about our lives after a few months of not hearing from another. Writing it really helped me realize some good changes and upcoming things to look forward to. A part of it that stuck out to me and that I felt like keeping here for posterity was this: [translated from German to English for the post] "I am getting much more involved in volunteer work this year than last year, and I generally say “yes” to things more often. This is also happening because I actively want to encourage myself to be more curious and to give things more of a chance. As a result, I’ve also taken on additional roles at work, had a job interview (it wasn’t a fit, but it was still great), and I’m attending workshops and conferences. I’m sort of trying to collect more “nos” as a challenge, but because I ask about more things and get involved, I end up getting more “yeses.” That’s nice too. " It can be easy to talk yourself out of things. This is too hard, this costs money, this takes too much energy, this doesn't look productive enough to other people, this is for people smarter than me, I am not good enough for this, no one will care, everyone will think this is cringe... the list goes on. But you actually grow when you just try things and aren't afraid to feel out of place or embarrassed. I feel much more unapologetic about where I am in life right now, and that I don't know certain things yet, or haven't yet tried this or that, or am not finished with certain things I am working on (like my degree). I am allowed to make mistakes despite trying my best. You can no longer shame me about these things. I also enjoy the processes more, rather than just yearning for the reward, or the moment at which I can say " I have done that ". I'm way more open to guidance, asking for help, seeking mentors, and for the first time, feel properly connected to hear about events and workshops that interest me and can sign up for. I am letting go of the mindset that I have to do it all on my own, and hide it until I am perfect. I keep learning that being hyper-independent, perfectionistic and afraid of feedback and performing in front of people hasn't served me well anymore and that I want and need to transcend beyond that. And I'm doing a good job at that. Looking back on the last 10 years, I think I have always changed for the better, but right now, it feels like a more calm, refined way that I actually control and nurture; less about the standards of others, and more about who I wanna be. Focusing more on what is actually in my power and trying to make the most of things. The "I can just do things" era of me. It really helps with cultivating trust in myself, because I actually follow through with things and do not break my own promises or block my own blessings any longer. I have so many cool things planned the coming months; we'll see how it goes. Reply via email Published 01 May, 2026

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Manuel Moreale 2 weeks ago

11 down, 33 more to go. Plus a cave.

We had another lovely, sunny weekend last week, and that means I walked the second of the ten segments of the 44 votive churches loop. This time around, I didn’t have to mess with the route in order to hit all the churches in one go because there were no variants. And, like last time, I was not alone. I had a friend coming with me, which is always nice. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy walking solo, but I also enjoy walking in good company. The plan was the same: meeting at the arrive, leaving my car there, driving back to the starting point and take off from there. And that’s exactly what we did. The last time we parked some 600 meters away from the actual end—because there was no parking there—so the first chunk of today’s walk is the final part of segment number 1. Clearly visible on the left, up on the hills, is the small village of Antro where we’re headed. One of the six churches we’ll visit on this walk is waiting for us right there, and it’s a good one. But first, without even realising it, we’re already at the site of the church of San Luca Evangelista (7/44). I’ll be honest with you, this is quite an uninspiring one. It’s also not in a nice location, very close to the street. I’d have completely missed it if it weren’t for my watch. And this post is sponsored by Suunto… just kidding. It is quite handy to have the whole route planned on the watch though, because it vibrates when I’m near one of the churches since are stored as POIs. No pictures of the inside since the windows were boarded and the door was locked. All of them are locked, quite annoying if you ask me. But that’s modern society for you. The church was likely first built around the year 1250, but it was for sure consecrated in 1568 by the Bishop of Cattaro, also governor of the Patriarchate of Aqui leia . We leave the first church behind us, we turn left, we cross the Natisone, and we start climbing up, heading towards Antro. The first part of this walk is not super inspiring since it’s on paved roads, but it is what it is. One day, I might attempt to make a modified version where I only walk on asphalt when absolutely necessary. Could be fun. We pass through Biacis and next to the Antro Bank Slab , an old artefact symbol of the self-government of the Friulian Slavia, developed around the end of the XI century. The path takes us behind the stone and out of the village, and we’re headed in the direction of the church of San Giacomo Apostolo (8/44) next to the “castle” of Ahrensperg. I put it in quotes because it’s more like a nice cottage with a tower than an actual castle, but the whole place is lovely, I have to say. Dual bells, like most of these churches, and I had to resist the temptation to make them ring since the ropes were dangling right there, out in the open. I can be quite the mischief, but I also don’t like to bother people, so we didn’t touch anything. Also no way to take pictures of the inside, it was way too sunny. The church dates back to the mid-12th century, and the stone we saw earlier was kept under the outside portico. Church behind us, the trail is taking us around it and the castle and up through the woods. Two unexpected sights, one after the other, are awaiting us. The first is this concrete monstrosity, which I have absolutely no clue about what it actually is. It’s a very odd-looking structure, quite tall, I’d say 15 or 20 meters tall, with three tunnels going through underneath. It’s clearly something industrial, but I have never seen something similar in my life. Plus, it’s now covered in vegetation, which makes it even harder to get a sense of what it actually is. Reminded me of Horizon Zero Dawn, if you played that game, you know what I’m talking about. The next unexpected sight was a shrine. Very neglected, it’s quite literally falling apart, with a tarp on its roof put there just to prevent water from doing even more damage. As always, it’s dedicated to Mary, which is not unusual here since the iconography of Mary is way more presente than Jesus for some reason. There are Marys everywhere in the valleys if you start paying attention to them. Up the forest we go, and we have finally reached Antro. If you suffer from OCD, don’t look at its bell tower with the off-centre clock face. It’s driving me nuts. We have some time to wait here because we have booked a tour of the caves for 11 am, and we’re way too early. So we spend some time chilling in the shade of the trees with a nice view of the village. It’s all very relaxing, and there’s a small number of people who are also waiting to go see the church and the cave. It’s now time to go, so off the path we go to reach the ticket stand. The ticket to visit the church is 8€, and there’s an app you can download that serves as a guide. But to visit the cave, you need to book a visit with a guide for 10€. On the app, you’re asked to use headphones, and yet some people were obviously blasting it on their speakers. Again, that’s society in 2026 and the main reason why I want to go live into the woods. Up the 86 steps of the old stairs we go, and we have reached the very unique church of San Giovanni Battista (9/44) nested inside the cave. The current church got rebuilt in the mid 1500 after the quakes of the beginning of the century—like many of the 44 churches—and it’s quite unique. It’s also sometimes used as a venue for events. The most fun part is that right behind the altar, you can see the cave unfolding. And it’s right behind the altar that the guided tour starts. Sadly, only the first 300 or so meters of the cave is accessible to the public, and the rest is only accessible if you’re a speleologist. The whole cave is quite big, some 4 or 5kms and there are apparently rooms that are bigger than the opening one, where the church is located. I’d love to visit it, but I think I’m too tall for this type of stuff. One fun aspect of this cave is that apparently twenty-thousands years ago it was inhabited by the ursus spelaeus , the cave bear. One less cool aspect was all the writings on the walls of the cave. Why are people so fucking obsessed with writing on everything? Also, why can’t we have nice things? Anyway, the guided visit is done, it’s now time to get back on track since we have most of the walk still in front of us. So out the cave we go and down the stair, to then take a sharp right turn and walk below the entrance of the cave. There’s a nice view of the whole area from down here. Definitely worth visiting if you’re ever in this corner of the world for some random reason. We’re almost 3 hours into this walk (even though we have spent most of the time either waiting or inside the cave), and it’s now time to gain some elevation since most of it is spread on this next chunk that will take us pretty much to the highest point of the walk and also the next church. Unsurprisingly, after some twists and turns, what do we find? Another random Virgin Mary, this time in a shell. After some more walking inside the forest, we are back on paved road for a little while. We are high enough to have a nice view of Mount Matajur, the peak that dominates the area. That is also gonna be the target of the next hike since the third chunk of this walk goes from down the valley up to that mountain. Not to the very top, but come on, there’s no way I get all the way up there, and I also don’t reach the summit. So you’ll get to see it up close soon enough. We’re now almost at the site of the church of Santo Spirito (9/44), but before we walk up the final 50 or so meters, we need to cross path with guess what? You’re right, another Virgin Mary. We’re roughly 4 hours into this walk, and the location of the church of Santo Spirito is perfect to take a break and eat something. I mean, just look how relaxing this place feels: So far, this might be my favourite location, even though the church itself is probably the ugliest one. And also the youngest. The original one was built probably before the year 1000, but then everything got destroyed during bombardments in WW2 and the current building dates back to 1949. So it’s not even a century old, and it’s in rough shape already. It’s nice to take a break and relax for a bit. It’s a lovely day, perfect weather, and there’s no rush. Plus, we have company! Ok, lunch is done, shirt is dry, it’s mostly downhill from now on, so off we go through the forest again. After a little while, we pass next to the ruins of the old Church of San Nicolò, which, if it wasn’t for my watch vibrating, I’d have completely missed because this thing is barely visible even if you are paying attention. We also stumble across whatever—or whoever—this guy is. I had to take a picture and send it to my brother since that’s his name. Through the forest, across the fields, back into the forest again, out of the forest yet again we’re now almost at the point where we can see the new location of the church of San Nicolò Vescovo (10/44). I have to say, it’s a lot easier to spot compared to the old one, which is completely covered by vegetation and in total ruin. But it’s also quite big, and I don’t know, I guess I’m more of a fan of the tiny ones hidden inside the forest. This one feels like a normal church to me. Only one church is left, and then the final descent to the end of this hike. But first, I need to stop and take a picture of something, and by now you might have an idea of what it is. And here we are, we have reached the location of the final church of today’s hike, the church of San Donato, hidden inside the forest, with its missing bell and its lovely appearance. Now, fun fact: the door has a hole in it with a cover you can swipe aside. Is this a glory hole? We’ll never know. What we do know is what’s inside it because I did peek inside that hole. What a fun experience this was! The only thing left for us to do now is to walk down the forest, take a wrong turn because the GPS messed up, do some bushwhacking, find the correct trail again, walk some more, pass next to a bunch of other Marys—there are always more Marys—cross the Natisone once again and reach our final destination. And here we are, arrived at the park where we left my car, some 7 hours and 16kms later . This was a very relaxing walk, it can easily be done in probably 3 and a half hours. But why rush when you can spend some time outside and enjoy nature? I did update the iCloud album with the new pictures, so if you want to see more from this walk, click that link. You love the outdoors and RSS. You're one of the special ones.

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Love is Infinite

“The measure of love is to love without measure.” — St. Francis de Sales Our second child came into the world a few days ago, and I recall a conversation I had with a good friend of mine (also a dad) about how it would be possible to love the next kid as much as the first. But, we very quickly came to the conclusion that we will . There is no question about it, we would equally love our children and the mothers of our children, and as such, I do think that we found the only inexhaustible resource: There is no real limitation to the love that we have, and the heart seems to grow as we find new ways and more people to love. Love does not divide - it multiplies. We can fit all of the universe within the heart. When we love, we start to see that there is infinitely more that we can love - the more that we love, the more that we find we love. The world gets brighter, colors seem more magnificient, and we get a glimpse of the infinite Himself. A pastor friend mentioned that when we become fathers, we start to see the Love of the Father , that this Love is directed at each and every person that has ever existed. I remember breaking down into tears when I realized that “all I had to do” was Love everyone as much as my child - and how tremendously difficult that proposition was: to love each person in front of me infinitely . Not just “humanity” or the abstract, but to see each and every soul for what and who it is. “There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations - these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub and exploit - immortal horrors or everlasting splendors. This does not mean that we are to be perpetually solemn. We must play. But our merriment must be of that kind (and it is, in fact, the merriest kind) which exists between people who have, from the outset, taken each other seriously - no flippancy, no superiority, no presumption.” Love is expansionary in the real sense - while we have tried to expand empires and economies, it has always been the immaterial that could reach out and touch every being. Love is the only way that it is possible to transcend time and space. It is how we can reach out and touch all. Love is how we can live forever. As always, God bless, and until next time. If you enjoyed this post, consider Supporting my work , Checking out my book , Working with me , or sending me an Email to tell me what you think.

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The Third Reich of Dreams

In 1933, shortly after Hitler took power, Charlotte Beradt started having nightmares. Quietly, she asked friends and neighbors if they were experiencing the same, and soon began to build a collection of dreams. She was eventually able to smuggle her writing out of the country, and fled to New York, where she formed a community with other Jewish refugees. The Third Reich of Dreams was published nearly thirty years later, and records not only the dreams she collected, but her astute synthesis of the various tropes and images that recurred. Among her conclusions: totalitarianism must be named as such as soon as it appears, as soon as our dreams know of it. If we wait for it to reveal itself on its own terms, it will be too late. View this post on the web , subscribe to the newsletter , or reply via email .

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Kev Quirk 2 weeks ago

Who knows that you blog?

by David Jamieson David talks about his reluctance to share details about his blog with a colleague, and asks whether other people with blogs tell their friends and family. Read post ➡ I saw this post in my RSS reader this morning, followed by a reply from Alex , so I thought I'd add my own opinion to the mix. I'm similar to David and Alex - I'm not forthcoming with the fact that I have a blog, but I don't hide it either. I think that's mainly because most of my friends and family won't really care about what I write here, so it's a pointless exercise. I know there are a couple of friends who read what I write regularly, and I'm not sure how they came across my blog - like I said, I don't advertise it. Having said that, my real name is Kev Quirk, so if anyone who knows me searches for my name, I imagine this blog would be close to, if not the , top hit. When people ask me about my hobbies, I tend to say "I enjoy writing" rather than "I have a blog." And I think that's because of the negative connotations blogging has with the general public. I think some people tend to put "bloggers" in the same bucket as influencers , or podcasters . Which isn't the case - many of us bloggers have no aspirations of influencing anything, we just like to share out thoughts on a medium we control. If it comes up in conversation though, I'll nonchalantly say that I have a blog. Anyway, that's my response. Who knows that you blog? Thanks for reading this post via RSS. RSS is ace, and so are you. ❤️ You can reply to this post by email , or leave a comment .

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